kaleidoscope world

Toronto, Canada

2009-03-25T18:39:00.000-07:00

This summer my family's coming to New York to check how things are here, then we fly straight to Toronto since my Uncle's celebrating his 25th wedding anniversary. He's younger than my mom by the way. 25 years of marriage. wow. <3. Has it actually been that long?Anyway, I've been looking for something to wear for that day and i finally found it. I <3 Alexander Mcqueen. Everytime i hear that name i remember Beyonce Knowles. My friend told me that i have huge dark circles around my eyes so i cropped my face out. haha. Stresssssssssssssss.

Yay

2009-03-25T10:37:00.000-07:00

I have two days off next semester. Tuesdays and Fridays. But during Wednesdays it gets pretty busy, from 9-6pm. French, Italian and Construction Documents. I'm so excited for the language classes, i was supposed to take chinese but the schedule clashes with CD. anyhoooo heading out...

Bored

2009-03-18T18:36:00.000-07:00

Wondergirls NY Concert

2009-03-10T18:15:00.000-07:00

Waste of money and time but at least i had a fun day haha went with Julia and her twin brothers Jason and Michael...There's only one photo of me and Julia, zoomed in pa masyado

Time to work

2009-03-09T12:15:00.000-07:00

So after that dancing video i think its time to post something with me actually working haha. I went to the NY Wondergirls concert and it was the WORST concert EVER! waste of moneeyyyyyyyyy................ Anyway, i love beeby's apartment, so homeyyyy and a lot of nice stuff haha

<3 Cutieeeeeee
Bambi

I wish i had money for a freaking plotter and that monster screen haha nakakalulaaaaaaaa

Question and Photo

2009-03-06T15:04:00.000-08:00

1. A picture of you in your room

Dorm for now

2. A picture with someone you don't really like

3. A picture of you very drunk

4. A picture of you on your birthday, or favorite holiday

5. The youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form

6. A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits

comfortable clothes are the best! pambahay!!!

7. A picture of you making goofy face at the camera

8. A picture you might have edited to make yourself more attractive

hahaha. :P

9. A picture of a night you regret

10. A picture of you being truly yourself

11. The most recent picture of you

12. A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous

I hid inside the luggage so that i could scare my dad.

13. A picture of you showing off a new haircut/ color

14. A picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't

15. A picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is

16. A picture of you when you were anything but happy

17. A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken

18.. A picture of you when you were a different person than you are now

19. A picture of you with someone you love

Happy Birthday Mommy! :)

20. A picture of how you'd like the world to see you
i want to be always happy.

21. A picture that describes how you'd like to spend everyday

no worries.

22. A picture of a time when everything was changing

23. A picture that makes your heart hurt.

24. A picture that makes your heart smile

25. A picture of one of the best days/ nights of your life

it was so nice to be back home :)

Update

2009-03-02T20:08:00.000-08:00

Me and Julia are trying to make a mini movie out of our stay here in Pratt. I've noticed that the dark circles on my eyes are getting bigger (third pic) and I'm definitely getting fatter, whatever it's just weight i can lose it if i wanted to but not now I'm too tired. Hehe. Anyway, just grabbed a couple of photos that Julia took.

On blogging + ranting

2009-03-02T04:11:00.000-08:00

I've been wanting to make a new blog account. Actually i already have one but i forgot 2 of the most important things...my username and password. :/
It's annoying to have a lot of accounts but its more annoying to have a lot of journals because it gets tiring to write by hand sometimes. Most of the time i just feel like i have to write things that i don't understand. Right now I'm not really trusting anybody so it really gets frustrating to have a lot of things to say but no one to talk to. Well, there are a lot of people but it's either they think of me differently when I'm done talking or they just cant be trusted.
I mean I should not care about what other people think or want me to be. But i admit, it depends who I'm talking to. There are times when i just want to be like, "Fuck this I'll do what i want, love me hate me...whatever." But we all know its not that easy. Ok for example...haha, right now i'm getting really bored with architecture. Like seriously bored. Bad case of boredom. I keep thinking that maybe i should've just taken something else. But, because i'm here what can i do but just go with it right? School's so expensive and my parents are not exactly sitting around to get that money. Pero sino namang magulang ang di naghihirap magpaaral diba. Besides it was my decision to live in NY anyway and blablabla here i go again answering my own questions. Ok i'm stopping here forget about the new blog.

yup.

2009-01-26T15:55:00.000-08:00

1. She's right, sometimes life isn't fair but everybody gets a chance. I hope you take it and live a happy life.

2. You! I miss you. But i understand.

Jan 11, 2009

2009-01-11T21:03:00.000-08:00

There's A and there's B, I hope that it's not B and there's definetely no C because that would be ranmaing ( new word, i know ). C = A + B. Lately I've been getting C's. C's are everywhere. Fuck C's. There's no such thing.

Anyway, I opened the box and saw the face again. CPR, anyone? You, oh you. Now, that face is just a face.

After digging through the huge pile, I saw a stomach, an ancient photo and something that always made me laugh. Although it does not make me laugh anymore it brings a smile to my heart. Smiling heart, is there such a thing? We were like animals back then.

If you learn how to solve something, you would know how to get the answer. In this case, I already know the process by heart and I KNOW.

Lately, I've been getting C's. C's are everywhere. Fuck C's. There's no such thing.

Dumpling Haircut

2009-01-04T20:41:00.000-08:00

Yeah... i look like a dumpling haha but it's okay. ^____________^. Lilo na talaga. : \

I been wanting to get blunt bangs for a really, really long time. If i get annoyed with it, there are clips and headbands naman. My sister says i look evil and scary. bwahahaha

Dear Santa

2008-12-18T16:37:00.000-08:00

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I have to sleep.

2008-12-17T15:18:00.000-08:00

This is so weird. After the two busiest weeks of my life (and i mean BUSY! flu with matching raspy voice, finals, and other stuff) it feels weird to finally have free time. WelI still have one more critique to go but i'm taking this day off. I'm really freaking bored andddddd yeah....I'm not really sleepy... It's snowing out so i can't go out and I've been to sites that i usually visit multiple times already. I've been having a hard time sleeping, tossing and turning for hours. I'm guess I'm really excited to leave NY, this sem was really bad. If i would have to stay here for a month i would probably quit architecture. Soooo burnt out in everything. I just want to be back in Cali, I miss home and it's too gloomy here in NY. Ok i'm stopping with this emo post.

WHY?

2008-12-15T10:28:00.000-08:00

LIFE'S A BREEZE FOR DENISE

2008-12-12T23:15:00.000-08:00

wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it rhymes, i know!

When the going gets tough, the tough go shopping!

2008-12-12T16:31:00.000-08:00

Eden Tan was right! So I went shopping, well online at least and...i'm okay now. Haha after 11 new eyeshadows, 5 colorful eyeliners, 3 highlighting eye pencils and 4 lipsticks, i'm okay. Just realized that whenever i'm feeling down, i go makeup shopping. Ngayon ko lang na notice. YAY! I'm excited!!! I have to show Eden Tan the site where i ordered the stuff!!!!

Rant.

2008-12-11T18:40:00.000-08:00

I feel like freaking Sindel sa Mortal Combat. I want to scream until my whole energy level's gone.Why???

1. It was my design final yesterday. I should be grateful I know. HAPPY, I know. NOT! Why? Dahil i needed to wake up this morning to make a 1/2 inch scale model of the dormitory unit. Final nga eh, classes don't extend after the final. Super lack of sleep and super exposure sa toxic stuff (i.e. zipkicker, zap a gap, plexi glue, scent of melting plexi, spraypaint) made us all feel like shit. In short bangag!

2. Spent money on materials that we did not even need. Not cool.

3. Ok, it's already 11pm. Super happy because we finished the half scale model. Wohoooo we can finally eat dinner. Whapak, bagyooooo. Ankle deep ang baha take note baha sa NY. Wow! Ok lang sana kung yung direction ng ulan vertical but it wasn't. Plus it's rain plus snow.

4. Fidgeting and worrying about nothing all day. Stupid bitch Denise.

5. Why does it feel that out of all my subjects, design is the easiest? Why is it that these minor (very expensive) classes are scaring me more. What's happening to the world?!

6. Things can never be exactly the same. It just can't.

ELECTION

2008-11-04T15:19:00.000-08:00

hahahaha PEOPLE ARE GOING WILD RIGHT NOW!
nyc is insanely happy because of obama. All the students are out on their balconies jumping around. Nagkakalampagan ang mga things hahaha FUNNNNNNNN, sabay sabay pa nagchachant yung mga tao ng

Obama or yo momma hahaha so Brooklyn.

HFS 2004 Ruth Diane Ferrer 1987-2008

2008-11-02T05:48:00.000-08:00

From Nikka Hao:

Our beloved batchmate, Ruth Diane Ferrer, passed away in a car accident at NLEX Pampanga last Saturday. Details can be found (HERE).

Let us all include her and her family in our prayers.

The wake is being held at Claret Parish Church. I hope we can all pass by.

Donations for the family are most welcome. A mass card would also be given in behalf of the batch. Sam Lucas (09064820004, 09225645557) is gracious enough to collect and keep them for us. Especially since not all of us can come at the same time.

Please don't forget to sign it when you pass by.

For questions, concerns or suggestions, feel free to contact me at 09053502071.

Keep safe everybody...

* Diane, I'll miss you. I can't believe this.

Hulk Strength

2008-10-21T11:16:00.000-07:00

Because Black Friday's almost here and everything will go on sale (especially electronics) i decided to get my piggy bank haha and check how much i saved. I reached inside and first thing i pull...

Maybe I was super excited? Or baka hulk lang talaga? hahahahahahahaha. shit. now what...

Lalalalala

2008-10-10T16:34:00.000-07:00

"Head Up"

Keep your head up
The colors are beautiful
When they say give up
Turn up your radio
All the sentimental memories you own
When they say grow up
It’s just like a funeral

Keep your head up
The colors are beautiful
Keep your head up
It’s all right in front of you
When they say wake up
You’re braking ridicule
When all the sentimental memories you own
Keep you trapped inside your room there all alone

And it feels like
It feels like you’re lost
And it feels like
It feels like you’re lost

Is there some way you can be out on your own?
Trust yourself
Don’t waste another day at all

On your own

Keep your head up
The colors are beautiful
And it feels like
It feels like you’re lost
And it feels like
It feels like you’re lost

Is there some way you can be out on your own?
Trust yourself
Don’t waste another day at all

Watch this fade away
Everything fades away
Keep your head up
The colors are beautiful

(`.^)

2008-09-12T18:47:00.000-07:00

Get us out of this hellhole!!!!!!!!

Racist

2008-09-11T15:51:00.000-07:00

Me and Julia (my roommate), were walking and there was this couple (emo american kids) behind us. We were all heading the same direction, papuntang dorm. Anyway me and Julia rode the elevator with the couple, an asian girl, and this gay american guy. The emo girl went in first so she was in the corner while her boyfriend was on the other side. Julia stayed in front of the guy while i stayed in front of emo girl (she's pretty big, haha almost like a guy). The asian girl and the gay guy stayed in between of me and Julia. Anyway, all of a sudden emo girl stands in front of Julia and then gives this look na parang she's going to eat her soul or something. We ignored the girl but we were getting weirded out. Like what the freaking fuck??? Siguro she was mad that she was seperated with her boyfriend but omfg it was just an elevator ride naman super kapit tuko. hoooooooo getting heated up nanaman. Anyway, we were giving dirty looks to each other and then she went down sa 8th with her boyfriend (we were going down on the 11th) tapos nung pababa na siya, she said...

"THIS ELEVATOR SMELLS LIKE KIMCHI!!!!"

super shocked naming apat na nasa elevator, i was like

"what the fuck was that about??"
Asian girl was "that's pretty fucking racist"
Julia poked her head out of the door and screamed "How would you know what kimchi tastes like??? Maybe you eat it all the time."

That fucker.

(Actually after that we were praying for the elevator door to close as fast as possible kasi she was turned around to walk towards the elevator again, buti hindi niya napansin kung saang floor kami bababa. Super tawang tawa kami ni Julia na galit and thankful na we didn't end up with broken noses. Yeah girls are like that here. Hindi uso sampalan.)

Finally settled in.

2008-09-09T15:53:00.000-07:00

I hate the first week of school!!! Haha. It's the time when you have to make your first impressions and everything's awkward and stuff. Wohoooo we're finally settled in and on our second week. I finally finally finally got my sheets. God i was sleeping on a piece of whatever this whole week and that bed has been killing my back...well killing me actually. Anyway, here are pics of our room.
There's this thing with Pratt na you have to put your names sa door.

My prized prisma collection

My bed...with covers! Notice the weaved box on the shelves, that was from Jotong and Ming from way way back.

To Rex Bulao: Ako gumawa neto noh! Sumbong kita sa roommate ko e.haha

Galit sa lint, amazed sa lint roller. haha

Pratt
Campus

Its the Brooklyn Bridge! Nandyan na si Blair Waldorf pag tinawid mo haha

To everybody in the Philippines

2008-08-21T03:50:00.000-07:00

Thank you for giving me a great summer vacation!
I loveeeeee you guys.
Sorry din if i didn't get to spend that much time with some people.
Just remember na i love you parin.
Goodluck sa mga friends ko na naghahanap na ng job.
Congrats sa UST people for making it until 5th year.
I'm soooo proud of everybody.
Magiingat kayong lahat. ^______^

Balance

2008-06-28T22:10:00.000-07:00

I was so happy to see Monic kanina. Super sakit ng paa ko. Hahaha andami naming pictures ng mga mukha namin. Yiiiiiii ganda camera ni monmon ^_^ so jealous. Dugo at pawis daw niya yun. Ok lang yan Monic, panalo naman camera mo. Nakita ko rin sila Ate Giorge and si kuya (aka manong driver) haha. Salamat sa pagdrive, thank you...bow.Maiinggit ka Ongpin binilihan ako ni Monix ng jacket BEH! :P
Ayon gabing gabi na nakauwi pramis ang sakit ng paa ko. Ang saya. Kaya lang paguwi may topak nanay ko. Temper overload talaga kanina. Stressed yun kaya ganun. Anyywayyyyyy Monmon send mo na pics sa email kong maganda.

Heads up

2008-06-25T21:04:00.000-07:00

gulat na masayang kinakabahan na hindi makapaniwala na masaya na may lungkot rin naman na sobrang excited na medyo natatakot.

Slam Dunk the funk

2008-06-20T11:36:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm i want new dunks. (ooookay jin i give you all the credit for this) I saw this new arrival on the internet and i want it pero i have no funds right now. -.- I haven't seen a single person wearing it so that's good. Super turn off pag madami na akong taong nakitang may suot ng ganung design. Anywayyyy ito na siya. Crush kita alam mo ba yun, wag ka papabili. hahaha And to Eden Tan, if you really want the Serena Williams edition i can buy it for you but you have to pay me back hahahaha. Dapat kasi nagpabili ka nalang sakin mas maraming choices dito.

Random. Waste of time lang basahin haha

2008-06-07T13:58:00.000-07:00

I guess its the manly hormones again hahaha.I'm in a very bad mood today. I think nagsimula to pagkagising ko palang. Papano kasi ginising ako sa hindi tamang oras to go to the wine festival down the street. I didnt even want to go ang init init but i had to because my sister said my parents would be meeting us there. Arghhhhh i thought pero wala naman magagawa dahil they would keep bugging me anyway. I took a shower nagbihis nag cap at nagshades. Wala talaga ako sa mood at paglabas ko ang taas taas ng sikat ng araw kaya paghatid ko kay Bea, bumalik rin ako agad sa bahay. Haha Denisha came out today ang sungit ko raw sabi ng nanay ko. That's what my friends here call me pag nagiging bipolar nanaman ako. Kapag nasa bad mood ako i hate seeing people gusto ko lang mapagisa kung hindi makikita nila si Denisha. Haha i think they've seen Denisha in Pratt twice. Anyway mas makakabuti din naman sa lahat kung magisa lang ako kapag ganito ako haha. I love my alone time I get to do so many things faster.

i got tagged. 10 things about me.

2008-06-03T19:06:00.000-07:00

Kukai tagged me. ;p

The Rules:
1. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
2. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules.
3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.
***

i tag gabo halili, eden tan, ming javier, mong rodriguez, anton mercado, jp dela cruz, jose tong, iris (na wala naman time sumagot), cheska alvarez, luanne tapnio and anna mella dahil hindi naman sasagot si iris.

1. I'm a germophobe. I hate touching things like money, escalator handrails, etc. I constantly feel like disinfecting my keyboard, mouse, cellphone basta kung ano ano. Lagi akong merong wipes sa bag. Sounds crazy pero at least germs lang. May napanood ako sa Maury yung babae takot sa cottonballs tapos nagwala siya nung naglabas sila ng cotton ball man. hahahahahahahahahaha
2. Just this year nafeel ko na i have so many oppurtunities para maging successful(thank you to God and my parents). Sobrang daming blessings and dahil dun I try to make the most out of everything. Dati hindi ko kasi nakikita yun. I love you parentals!
3. Gusto ko magpunta sa China kasi gusto ko makita si Hankyung. haha babaw. Sobrang galing mo sumayaw! Katawan. hahaha Napili pa siya na torch bearer, makikita niyo nalang ako sa tv tumatakbo sa tabi niya. hiyeesss. Gusto ko rin makita si Ryeowookie at si Heechul.
4. Medyo nakakintindi na ako ng korean and nakakabasa, andami kasing koreano dito. Annyeonghaseyo! Chonin Denise imnida, manaso panggapsumnida.
5. Expert na ako sa packing at sa pagttravel. Sa two years na nandito ako sa U.S., 23 times na akong sumakay sa eroplano at pabalik balik sa NY at CA. Parang hati sa apat yung buhay ko, may mga gamit pa kasi ako sa Pilipinas, mga gamit ko sa dorm nasa New Jersey tapos 9 months sa isang taon nasa NY ako yung natira nasa California naman. Lagi na nga lang nasa maleta mga damit ko e.
6. I like being alone when I'm working. Hindi ako makaconcentrate pag may ibang gumagalaw naiirita ako.
7. After living in NY for two years, narealize ko na ayokong magstay ng matagal dun. Maraming maganda and di maganda sa NY na malalaman mo lang once na tumira ka talaga dun. Literal na super fast paced dun. Sa ibang states, pwede kang tumingin tingin sa paligid mo habang naglalakad, sa NY hindi parang fast forward talaga. Although baka magtrabaho ako dun, ayoko magkapamilya dun.
8. Tatlo yung legal name ko dito sa U.S. I hate it! Lagi akong nagkakaproblema sa mga forms. Yung Pinaka legal is MA R CADIZ. Dito sa u.s. hindi nila alam na ang abbreviation ng ma. ay maria. So first name ko ay MA as in nanay or yung tunog ng kambing. Yung isa pa ay MA DENISE at yung katawatawang MAD Cadiz sa aking greencard. O diba ako si MAD at yung kapatid ko si MAB kasi Maria Beatriz yun e.haha
9. People in Pratt call me Da Knees. May incident na pinagmulan pero natatamad na akong ikwento. Ewan ko pero people in UST lang ata ang hindi pa tumawag sakin nyan. Ano kayang meron sa Danis na wala sa Denise.
10. Isa sa mga pinaka nakakahiyang nangyari sakin yung maipit sa subway doors. Naka heels kasi ako nun tapos tamang tama pagpasok ko nasarhan ako ng pinto as in legs and kamay nasa labas tapos ulo nasa loob. Nastuck pa yung pinto tapos andaming tao! Sabi nung isang mama, "Oh my God. Ughhh ughhh i...cant...open...eeett." Sobrang hiyang hiya ako nakabow nalang ako na nakatakip yung buhok sa harap ng mukha.

Hangeng

2008-05-31T16:18:00.000-07:00

Wooooooooooooooooo Hangeng will be carrying the olympic torch on August 6. yeheyyyy

Super Malas

2008-05-16T11:15:00.000-07:00

Omg super malas ng araw na to. I swear.

1. Somebody scratched the fucking car as in deep, susi ginamit tapos umikot siya starting from the hood and back. Badtrip
2. May sakit si mommy fever, tapos nagkasore eyes pa haha natawa nalang siya
3. I applied in Macy's, hindi ako natanggap dahil i'm studying in NY daw. I need a fucking job. I wanna go home so bad.
4. Naglalakad ako kanina, my shoe flew off kahiya.
5. Bea's sick too.

Gahhhh i hate this day.

Dan and Serena

2008-05-15T19:57:00.000-07:00

Haha they're a real life couple pala. I really cracked up nung nalaman ko na blair and chuck fans call them "bluck" or "chair" ngayon naman "derena", "plake" or "blenn" hahaha

OMFG Gossip Girl

2008-05-12T16:36:00.000-07:00

To all the gossip girl fanatics haha DO NOT MISS THIS WEEK'S EPISODE!

desperately seeking serena

2008-04-28T16:47:00.000-07:00

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?????bakit nate????

Handwriting analysis, Most of it is true haha

2008-04-27T12:33:00.000-07:00

http://www.handwritingwizard.com/

Welcome Denise Cadiz, here is your handwriting analysis.

Denise is a very emotional person with a broad range of emotions from the highest highs to the lowest lows. She feels emotional situations very strongly. She'll flash to the very peaks of elation, sweeping everything before her. Then, for some reason unknown to herself, she will burn out emotionally. These mood swings can be very disturbing to her. Sometimes, she feels that she can no longer produce anything. But, after given some time alone to "recharge her emotional batteries", she will spring back into action.

Because Denise feels situations intensely, she relates easily to others' problems. If she is not careful, when she comes into contact with someone who is in a depressed frame of mind, she will also suffer the same emotions and change moods. Denise reacts impulsively, without much thought before hand. She may plan everything in detail before she even begins, then do it completely different when the time comes to carry it through.

Denise has a strong need for affection. She thrives on touching and being touched. Denise desires being told that she is loved, every day. She enjoys being the center of attention. She loves attention, sometimes she even retells stories that got her attention earlier.

Denise has the possibility of being a actor or natural born salesperson, simply because she relates so well to other people. She likes expressing how she feels, what she is doing, and what she plans to do. She is a people person.

She will work most efficiently in a people orientated job as opposed to a job working alone on an assembly line (that would drive her insane.)

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Denise doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Denise will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Denise believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Denise is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

According to the inputted data, Denise has a stinger shape inside the oval of her a, d, or c. This might be hard to visualize, but if this little hooklike shape is present, then Denise has an unresolved "issue" with strong members of the opposite gender. An occasional appearance of this stroke could indicate a simple "loves a mental challenge" which can manifest in playful linguistic conversations and being attracted to a lover who isn't always available. However, if the stroke is severe, this means the individual has unresolved anger at the oppostive gender - which usually started with the person's childhood relationship with the opposite gender parent (Mom or Dad). If the writer is a woman she will be attracted to strong challenging men. If the writer is a man, he will find the woman who is "hard to get" the most attractive. In a nutshell, people with stingers in their writing tend to have challenges in their romantic relationships.

For more information about this "stinger" trait, visit this webpage. Remember, it is only negative if the traits occurs often and is quite pronounced. An occasional stinger can be no problem.

In reference to Denise's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Denise slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Denise can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Denise is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Denise basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Denise is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Denise has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Denise exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Denise allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Denise has a vivid imagination.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Denise has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Denise fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Denise has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Denise just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Denise finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

The Smell of Rain

2008-04-24T15:28:00.000-07:00

Link

The Blair Bitch Project

2008-04-22T18:45:00.000-07:00

Gossip Girl is awesome! Can't wait for the catfight haha i love Blair!

Long day

2008-04-11T15:42:00.000-07:00

Seriously, can this day be any longer. So many things happened. I was trying to register for fall 08 semester last night and found out online that i had passed the date. Oh man that means good profs and nice classes are gonna be full. So pissed off. How can i miss that date what the hell was i doing. Anyway they put me into classes that clash together. Parehong time and day so i had to forget about planning muna because steel's the priority and replace planning with an elective. I was supposed to get abnormal psychology for my elective. Gusto ko talaga magresearch ng mga taong may disorder. Arghhhhhhh as in super eexcited pa ako mukhang tanga sarado na pala yung class. Instead i just took a class that would possibly be better for me. Cities across the world. Kahit na its similar to my World Civ. Class ok narin. So for my Fall 2008 semester i chose

Design on Mondays
Cities across the world and 3d Modeling and Visualization on Tuesdays hanggang 9pm
(Badtrip i was trying to avoid night classes.)
Steel and World Civ on Wednesdays
Design on Thursdays
FREE ON FRIDAYS!!!!

I have a three day weekend. But it doesn't matter alam kong mapupuno ang weekend na yan with design. Anyway after ng registration me and Julia went to the Pie Shop and naiwanan ko ang wallet ko dun. Everything credit cards and I.d. nandun lahat. Buti nalang pagbalik ko after a day nandun pa. LUCKY. After ng pie shop i saw this sign about a scholarship. Deadline na sa 14. Denise Cadiz!!!! Ano bang pinagagagawa mo sa buhay mo at super absent minded mo ngayon. Yeah so now I am rushing para magapply for that and this weekend i have a design and full scale curtain wall to do for assembly systems. Dorming din sobrang lucky, we got the best room sa buong building hahaha Only for 2 people. Most of these Apartments kasi have 5 Rooms and they just put you and your friend tapos pag kulang kayo sa 5 any random person nalang. Ew ayoko magshare ng banyo sa random person. Dame ko pa gagawin haha.

NICE. Nakuha ko pa magmultiply.

Beautiful

2008-04-03T08:16:00.000-07:00

Makabagong kasabihan: BEAUTY EDITION


Para sa mga MAGAGANDA:
"Aanhin mo ang ganda kung wala ka namang papa?"


Para sa mga RETOKADA:
"Kung gusto mong maglandi, tiisin mo ang hapdi."


Para sa mga FEELING MAGANDA:
"Talbog ang matigas na tinapay sa tigas ng mukha mo, day!"


Para sa mga WALANG GANDA:
"Mabait man daw at magaling, ang chaka-chaka pa rin!"


So, alin ka dito?

SPRING BREAK

2008-03-15T17:14:00.000-07:00

Finally akala ko hindi ko na maabot ang araw na to. Grabe after that design midterm nung thursday ng umaga natulog ako ngayon lang ako nagising Saturday na. Hahaha talk about kazombiehan. Halos tatlong araw ata yun a. I didnt even eat as in pagising ko gutom na gutom ako. Shet pagising ko sobrang disoriented ko pano ba naman tatlong araw yun, kaya ba ng tao yun. Anywayyyy spring break na!!!! Sampung maligayang araw. Wohooooo wala naman akong pera kaya hindi pwede mag out of town. Finally nakapaglaba nadin ako. Ang dami dami dami daming tambak na lalabhan. I think i should do school work rin ngayong spring break para hindi magkatambak tambak yung trabaho ko parang mga damit ko. Kaya lang ngayon medyo nakakaadik manood sa veoh. I need to get this done before the 5th day of sembreak dahil maraming pupuntahan after wohooooooooo

SUPER Laughtrip

2008-03-08T12:47:00.000-08:00

Sobrang sabaw talaga ng mga tao ngayon. Nawawala ang pagod ko sa midterm. SHiyetttttt panoorin niyo to

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZA1NoOOoaNw

Jealousy Mode

2008-03-02T08:10:00.000-08:00

My roommate just got a Nikon d80. Hangganda niya, nung pinahawak niya sakin sobrang kakakaba, kasi bago mamaya mabagsak ko. He said he paid 1500 dollars for it. Saang kamay ng diyos ako kukuha nun. Saan? eh laptop na yun a. Annnyyywaayyyy. kjdhfgiaewruhjhfalkeuhawelihrfewaiuhwiauehr. Inggit mode. Hanggang panaginip nalang.

Booooooooooo

2008-01-27T16:59:00.000-08:00

Unang una dapat nagdedesign ako ngayon eh. Super kanina pa ako nakababad sa computer doing my research and stuff pero wala pa rin akong naachieve. Pangalawa, i was caught off guard rin nung tumawag si Iris, narealize ko namiss ko pala ng sobra ang bruha. Pero lagi ko naman namimiss yun. Sobrang distracted ko ngayon, andami kong iniisip. Plus it does not help na our apartment has now been turned into a motel ng bago naming suitmate. Jesssuuuss i can hear the sounds ah. How am i supposed to do my site analysis niyan. Oh well, wala lang just taking a breather. Soooppperrr taas ng aking stresss level. So many things to do. I'm really not in the mood to face O-ren Ishii tomorrow sa design. Pero i know damn well na i need her feedback sa proposal ko. Hay Denise Denise Denise. Snap out of it. Pagkapost mo nito gagawin mo na ang trabaho mo yehey. Yahoo yahooooo yahoooo sige na kaya mo yan. Fighting!

Rethink Fashion.

2008-01-27T09:10:00.000-08:00

Laborers work for dying jeans, in the process inhale blue dust that is an irritant to the lungs

A second hands market in tanzania, where mens clothes are much expensive than women's clothing as women in hte west change clothes according to fashion often

A stagnant pond near a cloth factory in Bangaldesh filled with waste products

Child laborers are forced to work on minimal wages

Laborers work round the clock to earn as litle as $1

Some facts that’ll make u think:

1. Did u know what goes behind getting that colour in the new blue Levis’ that u just bought? Thousands of workers in China every day, work around the clock, in the process of sanding the jeans to get that look, inhale blue dust form the jeans, which is an irritant to the lungs!

Traditional dying is chlorine based and emits toxins!

2. Wearing that organic cotton we never realized that it requires, 20,000 liters of water per kilogram, it being a water dependent crop.

3. Polyester, a common fiber used in cloth manufacturing, uses petroleum, and the demand for it has doubled, in the past 15 years. Such synthetic clothes require crude oil and emit dangerous toxins in its manufacturing.

4. Patagonia, a US based company which not only recycles clothes, but also makes clothes form recycled PET bottles. An estimated 86 million bottles were recycled and used into apparels, through 1993 and 2006.

5. Second hand markets in the developing countries, where discarded but usable clothes lay in bulks, are sold either by weight or by price tags and they are bought for further sale in the interiors.

6. One might use detergents at lower temperatures to extend the life of a garment.And instead of drying in the machine, line dry them.

7. Ingeo, a polylactide, is made out of corn by-products. International haute couture firm Versace have used Ingeo in their collections

8. Majority of the clothes that adorn designer outlets are manufactured in developing countries where laborers including child laborers work in inhumane conditions for 10 hrs to get $1.

View on myself

2008-01-16T15:55:00.000-08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. -TRUE

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. - TRUE You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. -TRUE

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. -TRUE

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. -TRUE

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. -TRUE

Wala lang

2007-12-29T19:55:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEA!!! hahaha my sister's getting older na, i'll be next. OMG can't believe i'll be turning 20 on the 24th. nyeeeee. Hay nako andami kong dapat gawin pero wala na akong ibang ginawa kundi manood ng starking. Yung mga iba ko kasing koreano na kaibigan pinapanood yun so nakikinood na din ako. They were the ones who told me about Charice Pempengco pa nga, never heard of her before tapos na alala ko nung nasa Pilipinas pa ako nasa tv na yun. Ako nga never heard nagulat ako sila kilala nila. E ang ggwapo pa naman nung mga tao dun sa show na yun. Ang swerte nung batang yun nameet niya ang Super Junior. O diba ang galing super pa talaga yung pangalan nila hindi naman masyado jologs. haha. Lalo na si Hankyung, Heechul and Kibum ay kay pugi. Ano na to ang jologs ko. Haha dapat maingat sa pagsusulat at baka may magalit pag nabasa niya ito. Miyane oppa! :P Grabe talaga. Can't stop watching it.

How thomasian are you?

2007-12-12T10:06:00.000-08:00

Para sa konting stay ko dun haha i miss uste

[X] nakapag-paskuhan

[X] nakapangopya

[X ] nagpakopya ka

[ ] nakatulog sa clinic kahit walang sakit
[ ] nangamoy almers

ilan? =2

[X]tumambay sa library

[X] nangodigo

[X] walang tulog ng 2 days straight

[ ] nakapag overnight

[X] nag-copy paste ng assignment - inedit ko ng onti pero yeah medyo

ilan + previous ? = 6

[X]natulog sa klase

[ ]umiyak sa harap ng prof

[X]uminom sa 1611, tapsi, moromolom,
cafe dapits

[ ]kumain ng rice meals n binebenta ng mga ibang students

[ ] nagsuot ng yellow shirt ng magchampion ang ust last season ng uaap

ilan + previous ? = 8

[X ]gumamit ng kodigo galing sa ibang section pag my exam

[ ]nagpa gawa ng flash presentation pra
sa finals

[ ]bumagsak

[x] may tres sa final grade

[ ]naki pila pag bayaran na ng tuition pag prelims at finals

ilan + previous ? = 10

[X ]bumili sa vendo sa corridor

[X ] nakituhog sa calamares ng kaklase

[ ]kumain sa d fort sa may antonio

[ ] namili ng school supplies sa asturias
[X] bumili ng either yosi or kendi na nasa may labas lang ng dapitan gate bago pumasok o lumabas

ilan + previous ? = 13

[X]nanghingi ng yellow paper pag may exam

[ ]nakapag kickback sa tuition

[ ]gumawa ng fake na resibo

[X ]tumambay sa mga seminars

[ ]nagmerienda kay manang sa may tabi ng kodak sa asturias

ilan + previous ? = 15

[X]binagyo at binaha

[X]nakatambay sa field

[ ]nagdrop ng subject

[X] inakalang babagsak pero pumasa

ilan + previous ? = 18

[X ]nakapag pedicab

[X]nagkaroon ng Sun Cellular na sim card

[X]na -irita dun sa guard lalo n pag ayaw magpapasok

[X]nakasali at naging active sa mga org

[X ]bumili ng kahit anong memorabilya ng ust (e.g. sticker, jacket, t-shirt, baso, ballpen)

ilan + previous ? = 23

[X]may at least 5 librong nabili sa isang sem -- andami kayang libro!

[ ]naisip ang magshift kasi feeling mo mas cool yung ginagawa ng ibang course
pero hindi na din natuloy kasi mas cool pala yung ginagawa mo

[ ]tumakbo s bagong fountain sa likod ng main bldg

[X]umabsent

[X]ginawa ng palamigan ang library

ilan + previous ? = 26

[X]tumambay sa lovers lane at catwalk at kumain, mag-muni2 at magdramahan

[X]tumambay sa corridor

[X]tumakbo sa hallways

[ ]na nuod ng laro ng UST Tigers kasi required sa PE

[X]nagsuot ng complete uniform(with id, socks,proper haircut, no accessories, at black leather shoes)

ilan + previous = 30 x 2 = 60%

SOHO and Black Friday

2007-11-21T15:11:00.000-08:00

The new Longchamp store in Soho is so cool. Peeling off from surfaces is something like what we are doing in design. Anyway, its gonna be Black Friday tomorrow. Super discounts. Lahat ng designer from 1000 to 100. Haha but i dont have money for that. There are some sweet deals like sony vaio for 399 lang. The sale starts at 12 am Friday so super kailangan gising na gising kami nun and dapat palaban haha kasi its the busiest day of the year and lahat ng tao magaagawan. Wohooooooo excited na ako!

Nothing to do and i got tagged

2007-11-15T09:48:00.000-08:00

Rules:
- Pick your birth month.(found at the bottom)
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
- Tag 12 people from your friends list.

Here are the birth months along with the characteristics:

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart (hehe), neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

So grossed out.

2007-11-01T17:40:00.000-07:00

Ok i really did not need that. My guy friends made me watch this video called two girls one cup. Oh my fucking god. That is the most disgusting thing i watched. Kadireeeeee. To those who are curious hanapin niyo nalang. ewww

Halimaw mode midterms coming up

2007-10-24T10:03:00.000-07:00

Ok if i dont list the things i need to do i will surely go crazy. For midterms on Monday (the big day) i need to:

Phase 1
1. Make a rhino rendering of your bristol model. DONE
2. Do 3 perspectives of current rhino model. One lateral, longitudinal, horizontal.
3. Do 3 perspective views of that. Aerial, one from waterfront side and another from North and 7th Kent street.

3 22x34 sheets

Phase 2
1. Make a rhino model 1/4" scale (750 SF)
2. Do 3 perspectives of that. Lateral, longitudinal, horizontal.
3. Make one locator diagram

1 22x34 sheet

Phase 3
1. Lasercut and make one physical model 1/8" scale with fine detail.
2. Lasercut and make another physical model of your 750 SF model with fine detail.

Phase 4
1. Rhino script variation
2. Breakdown of scripting

3 22x34 sheets

Phase 5
1. 2 bristol models
2. 1 sheet of photo compilation 22x34
3. site analysis 3 22x 34 sheets
4. school of thought 2 22x34 sheets

TANGINA ANG DAMI PALA!!!! OH MY GULAY. meron pa akong 6 na rendering sa media class ko tapos 5 autocad sa hvac at isang history paper at isang math exam. syetttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. oh well. i can do this. gogogo!!!

Weekend

2007-10-21T14:07:00.000-07:00

Ok, for the first time feeling ko ang onti lang ng gagawin ko for design and all of my other classes so nagrelax relax lang muna ako. Since pumunta ng D.C. si Jin and Kevin, wala akong kasama sa room so i enjoyed my alone time and went shopping sa soho. Damn, ANG DAMING STORES! Sobrang fun! From steve madden to urban outfitters nandun lahat. Anyway, i bought new heels sa steve madden tapos nailagay siya sa ibang box kaya minus twenty dollars, nalaman ko nalang pagkauwi ko. hehe. Bought a dress and a top tapos makeup. Nawala pa ako pauwi hindi ko mahanap yung subway.

ANYHOOOO, got a new phone! Finally! Kaso nga lang hindi na yung n95 ang mahal e, onti nlang matitira sa funds ko pag binili ko yun, so blackberry nalang, meron kasing discount dahil sa plan. Wohoooo! Anyhoooo sana ipadala na nila! Excited na ko! Gonna wear my new dress and shoes sa frat party after midterms yey!!!

SEVEN

2007-10-13T07:24:00.000-07:00

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. earthworms
2. steven tyler
3. mice
4. mga magnanakaw
5. getting blind
6. super duper deep na tubig at night
7. clowns

SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
1. architecture
2. sunny days
3. sleep
4. the Philippines
5. pictures
6. being clean
7. friends and family

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
1. bed
2. refrigerator
3. laptop
4. phone
5. food
6. alarm clock
7. clothes

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. i am not a morning person. so dont try waking me up masama ang gising ko palagi. haha sorry sa mga gumising sa akin.
2. i think i have ocd.
3. i used to hate tea but now i love it.
4. i hate earthworms.
5. i can sleep for two days
6. everytime i drink soda meron akong reflex
7. i love collecting useless miscellaneous objects

SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. make sure that all my family members are okay
2. go to japan
3. talk to a bum
4. be a pritzker laureate haha same pangrap as biggs
5.
6. i cant reallt think of any but i want to spend it well
7.

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
1. bend my legs backward
2. sleep for two days
3. stay in the computer for the longest time
4. play volleyball
5. not sleep for the longest time pero ok parin ako
6. procrastinate
7. worry a lot

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
1. be really dirty and gross
2. fly
3. touch an earthworm(man i have issues)
4. breathe will laughing
5. forget memories
6. not to overdo thinking negative things
7. forgetting old good friends

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
1. sense of humor
2. simple
3. gets along with a lot of people
4. patient and loving
5. can act crazy with me and would not feel weird
6. mabango
7. clean lagi

SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
1. WHAT??!!
2. heyyyy...
3. AY!!!
4. oh shit!
5. hahahaha
6. how's it going?
7. wtf?

SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
(or favorites?)
1. The Phelps Twins!!! Fred and George Weasley
2. Johnny Depp
3. Adam Sandler
4. Chito Miranda kahit mukha siyang butike
5. Sam Huntington
6. Milo Ventimiglia
7. Devon Sawa when he was a kid. Kadire na siya ngayon e

SEVEN PEOPLE YOU WANT TO SEE TAKE THIS TEST
(ung mga active magpost)
1. Tin
2. Rex (as if sasagutan mo to)
3. Gabo
4. Iris
5. Miki
6. Mong
7. JP

Workaholic

2007-10-10T07:37:00.000-07:00

Unless its in multiply. haha, But yeah, we need to post once a week sa website na binigay ng prof namin. it's such a hassle, i could just keep on working with my design pero hindi kailangan pang magpost. Badtrip pa kahapon it took me 4 hours just to lasercut my sheets of bristol. Graduate students have priority over the machine kasi so they kept on booting us off.

Oh well. Anyway, this current week and the one after is hell week for me dahil midterms na namin. I think i did well on our history exam, nasagot ko naman lahat dun sa 20 slides na binigay samin. We needed to memorize the name of the building, its architect, location, date it was built, style or period it was built and then historical importance. Out of the 20 na minemorize namin 8 lang ang binigay. Although for the 2 major essay questions hindi ko alam kung ano lagay ko dun.

Tomorrow i will be having design. So tonight i need to finish two models. So happy dahil Jeremy liked my previous models so wala na masyadong revisions. YATAAAA!!! Anyhooo i also finished all the renderings needed for HVAC. Exam nalang sa subject na yun ang kulang. Then on friday i need to have two renderings in vray of a prefab house. I was really a mess last October as in all over the place. Too much work, and hindi ko pa makuha yung abstraction sa design. So i really had to sit down and think. Now he loves it. AJA! GO GO GO!!! I need to laser cut more strips of paper. Yeyeah.

CORE FORM-ULA

2007-10-01T16:58:00.000-07:00

core.form-ula.com

New home for our projects. We are obliged to post whenever Jeremy says so. Tomorrow we should be able to post our site analysis. We started model making already. Our medium this year: bristol sheets. The laser cutter is really precise but i think in order to make variations of your module you would need to make hand made cuts also. We took turns giving crits for each others work. Jeremy went 2 hours over a while ago. I was soooooooo tired. I guess he really loves his job. Spent 3 hours per project. TOO MUCH INFO hindi na kasya sa utak ko. I'm excited to make the first of the thousand models though. YAY.

20 people pero 6 lang ngayon... labo

2007-09-18T18:10:00.000-07:00

Sorry kailangan ko lang talaga ilabas ang mga to.

1. Nakikita kita kung ano ka talaga. Bilib ako sayo kasi hindi ka nagpapaapekto sa mga bagay. Cool ka lang at alam mo kung kelan dapat sumakay sa trip o kung kelan hindi. Astig ka sana alam mo yun. Masayado ka kasi nagpaapekto dun sa nangyari sayo last year e. Tapos na naman yun e at tignan mo ngayon ang galing mo na, wag mo masyado pahirapan sarili mo. Kaya mo yan.

2. Kahit na close ako sa kanya, mas pabor ako sayo dahil maling mali ang ginawa niya sayo. Sana ngayon ok ka at sana matuto ka sa nangyari sayo dahil sobrang taas ng worth mo kesa sa kanya. pramis.

2. Hoy ikaw, kayang kaya ko to ng magisa. Mabait ako sayo pero hindi dahilan yun para mag take advantage ka na. Akala mo porket importante ka sa akin e papalagpasin ko yung mga katangahang ginagawa mo. Ulol! Hindi ka na bata, minsan naman matuto ka sanang paganahin yang utak mo. Gagawin ko to magisa, kahit na wala ka pa. Kala mo hindi ko kaya kapag wala ka. Ulol ka ulet. Huwag ka masyado paimportante. Tangina aapakan mo lahat makuha lang yung convenient sayo e. Ano, akala mo hindi kita kayang gaguhin ano. Kung hindi ka marunong magprioritize ng oras mo, paganahin mo yang breeding mo at wag kang manggulo ng buhay ng iba okay. Hindi porket hindi mo gustong gawin eh pahihrapan mo na ang lahat sa paligid mo gago. Badtrip ka e, may concern ako sayo dahil importante ka sa akin pero hindi ka nakikinig. Bahala ka, kapag ako talaga nadamay sa mga pinagagagawa mo masasapak kita e. Ok pa ko ngayon sa lagay na to wag mo lang ubusin ang pasensya ko. Wag kang iiyak iyak sakin kapag nahihirapan ka na dahil hindi ka marunong tumingin
kung ano ang tama sa mali.

4. Ikaw isa ka pa, isa kang malaking singit. Marunong magisip ang tao sa paligid mo. Meron nga lang mga nagpapauto sayo pero hindi ibig sabihin nun na gagaguhin mo na sila. Mabait sila sayo pero anong ginagawa mo. Makuntento ka sa kung anong meron ka dahil hindi ka gwapo, swerte ka lang. Isa isa na silang nagigising ngayon, matakot ka. Hindi yan parang basura mo man. Kasuka ka UGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

5. Ewan ko sayo labo mo e.

6. Ikaw, miss kita. I never thought i'd miss you pero ngayong mga araw na to namimiss ko company mo. People think you're weird pero you're one of the nicest people i've met.

Death of laptops

2007-09-15T17:06:00.000-07:00

Diyos mio, buti naman at ang computer ko e kahit na meron parin akong mga problema about other softwares eh hindi pa siya nagccrash. Kanina me and Jin were doing our renderings in rhino since partner ko siya. Biglang namatay then pagka on, kalahati nalang yung nakikita namin sa screen. It does this matrix thingy with nos. and letters tapos namamatay. Oh man. We lost our assignment for that day so ulitan nalang. Good thing naback up yung pratt stuff. Pics and music are gone though. Sa dami ng software na iniinstall feeling ko the end is near for my laptop. Wag naman sana.

On monday we are going to have one of the 3 major pinups per sem. Hindi pa naman ako ngarag, dami lang research and renderings. Plus my partner is not here to help me dahil Jin and Kevin(other roommate) need to perform their first task for kappa sigma. They need to do something overnight. When i asked my other friend Jeffrey why he didn't join sabi niya too much of male bondage daw. haha. Kaya ngayon heto ako alone and getting creeped out dahil nandito yung isa naming roommate(hindi namin choice) na weird.

Ang init!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-09T21:06:00.000-07:00

Grabe ngarag na ako from design. Sobrang daming ginagawa tapos ang init init pa. Badtrip hindi ako makatulog sa gabi. Hindi ko pa mahanap yung kailangang iresearch for tomorrow which is the wind patterns, tidal pattern, sun angles at kung ano ano pa ng site namin. Ang hirap magresearch! Google galore. Kumusta naman pawis na pawis na ako ngayon. Finished my math assignment na astig. One down, four to go, Rhino rendering for media, Design 4d model, my uber long 3 history papers every week and building environment stuff. Shit i'm fucked but i don't care. No need to worry. Kaya ko to. Fight.

Anyway, as of the moment I'm saving up for christmas na. Gusto ko kasi sana bigyan sila mommy ng ipod.Nakaipon na ako for one and halfway na ako sa pangalawa. Anyhooooo, my sister called me a while ago bibili daw siya ng ipod using her money. Sabi ko i was going to get her one for christmas anyway so ako na magbabayad. Ayun bumili siya color green daw yung pinili niya. Wag lang niya papanakaw kundi sasapukin ko siya.

I am Mclovin.........

2007-09-08T07:48:00.000-07:00

Superbad is the shit. After my rhino class we decided na mag last full show sa union square. 10:20 pa yung movie so nagikot muna kami. There were a lot of kids sa park. Its either nagsskate or nagbibike. Trinry ko pa nga, oh well hindi ko talaga trip maging skaterboi. hahaha well i guess skatergirl. Lahat sila magaling,astig. After the movie, we went around the city. We even saw James. I walked past by him then i was like, that guy looks like James...wait! It is him, JAMEEESSSS!!! He told us he was having a meeting with his frat people. Anyhooo...as i've said earlier, superbad is the shit. sabaw man!!!!!!hahahaha

"should i run????"

"YEAH!!!!!!!!"

--------------------------

"I love you man, i love you..."

"POOOK!!!!!!"

Western Digital External HD

2007-09-02T06:35:00.000-07:00

Dahil sa kabobohan ko kailangan ko ireformat ang aking laptop. Shit talaga. Anyway i'm soooo happy that western digital finally made something smaller. Ang bigat bigat na nga ng laptop ano, buti meron na silang passport size na external hard drive. And its way cheaper too. For 200 dollars you get 250 gb. Hindi ko naman na kailangan yung 1tb it's too big. Ito magaan na mas mura pa. hahaha

Alas...architorture starts

2007-08-31T18:51:00.000-07:00

Tae pangalawang design class palang tunaw na utak ko. Super daming case studies pabalik balik pa sa site. We're making a kindergarten (correct spelling) school. I looove media! Super astig ng rhino! Kailangan ko na ring matutunan mag 3d maxx and vray. GOODLUCK sakin! I hope my laptop does not friggin' crash. Time to buy an external hard drive.1TB! Gastos forever!

Things to do by Friday:

Go to security office

Get books from mailroom

Go to bursar

Research and get those constructivism books

Reformat 11x17 Project Analysis

Do Precedent Study

Site visit

Research on Shiroishi Municipal no. 2 Elementary school

Read rhinoscript

Explore Rhino and Vray

Pick hand held machine for media

Render machine using vray

Download monkey

Renew autocad license

Read Euro Architecture book

Do history summary

Statics review

Read text for building environment

Do 10 sections in rhino while referring to Williamsburg site

My marrying age is 26

2007-08-30T16:14:00.000-07:00

x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ x ] I keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ x] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in my dads car.
[ x ] I do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ x ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.

total: 6

[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[x] I like to take walk by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[x ] I drink coffee at least once a week.

total: 7

[x] I know how to do the dishes
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[ ] When I say I'm going to do something I do it
[x ] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[ ] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.

total: 4

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Gloria Jeans know me by name.
[ ] my favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[ ] I cant go out of the store without getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.

total: 4

[ x ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills that I can pay.
[x] Most of my friends are older than I am.
[x] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.

total: 5

add up all the number and repost this
as: my marrying age is: 26

I guess im braver than i thought

2007-08-23T16:04:00.000-07:00

Got this from mycx

If you get more than 30, you're paranoid.

If you get 10 or less you're fearless.

People who don't have any
are dummies who want people
to think they are tough stuff.

I Fear...

[ ] being alone in the dark
[x ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] big fires
[x ] deep water
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] very strong thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[x] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[]death

[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[ ] cotton balls (i watched this sa discovery channel super katawa, as in umiiyak siya pag nilalabas yung cotton buds!)
[ ] cemeteries
[x ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] diseases
[ x] snakes
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x ] being blind
[]being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles

[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat

TOTAL: 11 Fears

Klepto away and post it with the subject:
I fear [ ] out of 70 common fears.

Takot maligo

2007-08-21T17:31:00.000-07:00

After one year nakita ko na rin yung kabarkada ko. Dito na kasi siya magsstay for good. Wala namang nagbago sa kanya ganun na ganun pa rin. Tapos tawa kami ng tawa nung nagkkwentuhan kami about sa mga highschool memories haha as in ang sakit ng tyan ko. Nakalimutan ko na nga yung time na dati bumili kami ng lunch sa cafeteria. Tapos si Monic nagbili ng giniling. Tapos magtingin niya sa rice may dry na maggot. Nagiisa lang siya. Tapos sabi niya Ate!!Ano to?? (Handing the maggot over to ate) Tapos sabi ni ate Ha? Wala naman eh! Sabay durog sa maggot. hahahahaha astig.

Anyway kanina nandito yung friends nung kapatid ko so shempre nagprepare naman ako ng pagkain being the "ate" at ako lang naman nandun sa house. Mamaya nagkakaraoke na yung mga ugok tapos yung kinakanta hollaback girl. So nakinig ako tapos tawa ko ng tawa (nasa room kasi ako) sabi nila...

OOoohhh this my UGGGHH this my UGHHHH

ooooooooHH this my UGHHH this my UGHHHH

Hahaha, kasi nga naman hindi nila pwede sabihin yung shit pero bat naman UGH diba. Mga bata talaga, ang cute pa ni emilia ang taba na taba as in siksik,mga 5 lang siya tapos blonde na blonde.

Nanood din ako ng filipino movie. Kaya ngayon hindi ako makaligo ng maayos or makapagisa ng maayos. In fairness nakakatakot. Si Oyo boy chaka si Angel Locsin. O diba kajologan at its finest. Sobrang matatakutin kasi ako nababakla ako sa mga ganyan. Kasalanan kasi nung mga katulong namin dati, pinanood sa akin yung halimaw sa banga. leche yan. Pero mahilig ako manuod ng horror. Muahahahahaha alala ko pa yung shake rattle and roll yung may siokoy tapos yung magandang gabi bayan pag november. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

I'm 90% barbie...anyehhh

2007-08-20T10:13:00.000-07:00

[ ] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish
[x ] You own perfume that cost over $60
[x ] You had/have fake nails
[x ] You have more than one hair product
[x ] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp.
[x ] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper.

Total: 5

Do you:

[x] Have/had a hair color that is not your natural color
[ ] Have blonde moments at least once a day
[ ] Constantly keep your phone at your side
[x] Dance around in your room when nobody else is home
[ ]Refuse to go out in public without makeup

Total: 2

DO YOU ADORE:

[x ] Makeup
[ ] Glitter
[x] The Color Pink
[x] Shopping
[x] Jewelery
[x] Mirrors
[x ] Chick flicks
[x] Shoes
[x] Rainbows
[ ] Unicorns
[x] Disney Movies
[x] Candles
[x] Flowers
[ ] Stuffed Animals
[x] Purses
[ ] Boots
[x] Starbucks

Total: 13

DO YOU SAY:

[x ] Whatever.
[x ] Oh my gosh/goodness/god
[ ] Hun/honey
[ ] That's hot
[ ] Dunzo
[ ] Darling
[ ] Psh
[ ] Cutie
[ ] Hottie
[ ] Totally
[ ] Fer Shur
[ ] Fabulous
[x ] hell
[x ] like
[x ] duh

Total: 5

Do You Read:

[x ] Cosmopolitan/Cosmo Girl
[ ] Cleo
[x ] Marie Claire
[x ] Elle
[ ] Vogue
[ ] Dolly
[ ] Girlfriend
[ ] Teen Vogue
[ ] Famous
[ ] New idea
[ ] NW
[ ] Madison
[ ] Who
[ ] PerezHilton.com

Total: 3

Have you Seen These:

[x] Legally Blonde
[ ] Elizabethtown
[x] Mean Girls
[ ] Now & Then
[x] The Notebook
[x] A Walk to Remember
[x ] Sweet Home Alabama
[x ] Where the Heart is
[x] Just my luck
[x] John Tucker Must Die
[x ] Centerstage
[x] Bring it On
[x] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[x] Mona Lisa Smile

Total: 12

Are you/ have you been Addicted to:

[ ] LOST
[x ] America's Next Top Model
[x] Project Runway
[ ] Desperate Housewives
[x ] The Simple Life
[ ] Next pussycat doll
[ ] 8th & Ocean
[x ] Grey's Anatomy
[ ] The O.C.
[ ] Laguna Beach/The Hills
[ ] Nip/Tuck
[ ] Gilmore Girls
[x ] Veronica Mars
[ ] One tree hill

Total: 5

COUNT UP HOW MANY YOU CHECKED.
MULTIPLY BY 2
THEN REPOST I AM _% BARBIE

Pampalipas oras kahit wag na basahin

2007-08-18T19:27:00.000-07:00

100.WHAT’S YOUR PROFILE SONG & WHY?
I dont have one...i think

99. DO YOU HAVE A JOB? IF SO WHAT IS
IT?
nope

98.MIDDLE NAME?
Robrigado

97. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE?
nah

96. LIED IN THE LAST 24 HOURS?
nope

95. BEST BREAK UP SONG?
okatokat haha ewan ko

94. WHAT WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU TOOK A
PLANE TOO?
vegas

93. WHAT IS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
The Simpsons

92. WHAT MAKES YOU MAD?
When people are not organized and they're friggin' messy

91. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE WHEN YOU
GROW UP?
Hindi na ako lalaki e. I wanna be a super architect haha

90. WHAT'S YOUR NAME?
Denise

88. DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND OF THE
OPPOSITE SEX YOU CAN TALK TO?
Of course

87. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
One sister

86. WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
In my bedroom medyo masikip sa labas madaming tao at biglang nagparty for no reason.

85. FAVE COLOR?.
Actually wala ewan ko kung bakit lahat ng kulay ok lang

84. WHAT DOES THE 7TH MESSAGE IN YOUR
INBOX SAY ON YOUR PHONE?
Happy birthday to you, hapi bday to you happy bday happy bday happy bday to you. I love you girl, know ur happy text me so i can call you ok? - galing kay Iris

82. WHAT IS SITTING TO THE LEFT OF YOU?
Bedside table

81.WHERE IS YOUR DAD RIGHT NOW?
In the living room

80. DO YOU HAVE ANY KIDS?
meron dalawa. joke lang wala noh

79. WHO IS THE 5TH PERSON YOU GOT A
MISSED CALL FROM?
House

78. CLOSEST BLACK OBJECT?
Phone

76. CLOSEST SILVER OBJECT?
Laptop

75. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
All the time

74. DO YOU OWN ANY PETS?
no pero i really really really want to have a dog. yung cute. kasi yung friend ko meron tapos dinadala niya sa school. :D ang cute cute

72. WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU LISTENED
TO COUNTRY MUSIC?
i dont even know

69. WHAT ARE YOUR FEARS?
malalim at madilim na tubig tapos snakes at daga

68. WHAT CAN YOU HEAR NOW?
Music ..

67. HOW MANY DRUGS ARE IN YOUR SYSTEM
NOW?
droga droga wala noh

66.WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
Green shirt white shorts

64. LAST PERSON TO COMMENT YOU?
Leo PaliLEO hehehe

63. DO YOU SING?
Yes lahat naman pwede kumanta except yung mute people

62. SCREAMO OR COUNTRY?
neither

61. ROCK OR RAP?
ROCK. I hate thugs.

59. WHO DID YOU LAST CALL?
Monmon :D

58. WHO LAST CALLED YOU?
Monmon uli

57. WHAT JEWELERY DO YOU WEAR DAILY?

Earrings

56. WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW?
Hello??Ring ring kumusta ka naman??edi nagsasagot nito.

55. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED?
I dont really remember

54. WOULD YOU DIE FOR SOMEONE?
Kung kailangan feeling ko mabilis lang naman yun e

53. LATEST THING YOU’VE RECENTLY
LEARNED?
Lack of sleep makes me suck at tennis and it also makes me really grumpy too

52. ARE YOU COLD NOW?
Yeah

51. WHAT DO YOU SMELL?
Hangin sa labas

50. IS ANYTHING BOTHERING YOU RIGHT
NOW?
Yeah sort of

48. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?
Go out with Monix

47. IF UR EX WANTED YOU BACK WOULD U
TAKE HIM/HER BACK?

Papoke ng papoke yun eh pawhack pa ng pawhack...ng tennis ball haha joke lang, masaya na yun ngayon. Hi Rex!

44. BED SHEET COLOR?
Mint green

43. CAN YOU SWIM?
Yeah

37. FAVORITE SMELL?
Yung amoy ng baby

36. EVER GONE A WHOLE DAY WITHOUT
EATING??
Yes

35. UNITED STATES OR CANADA?
U.S. taga dun ako e hahaha

33. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU FOUND OUT
YOU WERE PREGNANT?
I would be happy dahil i'm going to make sure na its the right time to have a kid na

32. JEANS OR SWEATPANTS?
Sweatpants kasi most of the time i'm doing studio work. I run around the woodshop and lagi akong nadudumihan saw dust, glue etc. kaya mahirap pag naka jeans

29. DO YOU HAVE SOCKS ON?

Right now, no

28. DO YOU OWN BIG SUNGLASSES?
Yeah most of them are big

27. HAVE YOU CRIED SO HARD YOU MADE
YOURSELF SICK?
Yeah haha lalabas na tonsils ko

23. HAVE YOU RECENTLY TALKED TO AN EX?
Yeah

19. FAVORITE TV SHOW?
Heroes

18. DO YOU LIKE 80’S MOVIES?
Some

15. WHAT KINDA MUSIC DO YOU LIKE?
Any except country

13. BEST CITY YOU’VE VISTED?
Manila. Kahit madumi, kahit na puro magnanakaw, kahit na sobrang traffic at nagbabaha...namimiss ko parin yun hanggang ngayon.

12. BEEN TO LONDON?
No, i want to

11. FAVORITE SCHOOL SUBJECT?
Media (that would be the autocad stuff)

9. BEEN TO COLLEGE?
Still there

7. FAVORITE TIME OF DAY?
Paiba iba basta i hate it pag kailangang bumangon sa kama

6. EVER LICKED SOMEONES CHEEK?
I think haha

5. SEEN ALL THE SPIDERMAN MOVIES?
Yeah

4. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO?
School

3. EVER GOTTEN LOST IN THE DARK?
Nah

2. DO YOU SNORE/TALK/WALK IN YOUR
SLEEP?
Sometimes when im really tired and its so weird when you catch yourself doing it

1. ARE YOU AFRAID WHEN YOU'RE HOME
ALONE?
Nah, well maybe..sometimes haha

20 Things I wanna say to random people

2007-08-18T14:11:00.000-07:00

Pass around!

Instructions are to write down something you've always wanted to say but could never really say, to 20 people... The catch is, you can't say who you're saying them to. so, random to ha!! kung mahuhulaan mo man kung sino-sino sila, edi masaya! goodluck nalang sayo! *perfect sa may mga kaaway, may katampuhan, at may mga ispesyal someones hehehe.

1. Anong oras ka kaya uuwi? Gusto ko pa kasing matulog eh magagalit ka naman pag nakita mong buong araw na akong tulog.

2. Siguro nga totoong nagtratrabaho ka na sa classmates sa quezon ave. hahaha pero ok lang yun kasi sabi mo ikaw na magbabayad ng pamasahe ko. kaya lang barya. masyadong mabigat yun girl kaya kung ako sayo bills nalang ;P hahaha, siguro busy ka ngayon sa thesis mo. sana masaya ka pa diyan.

3. Ang tagal mo magreply! Bilisan mo na aalis na ako dito, gusto na kitang makita. Pero feeling ko naman kahit na anong mangyari e magkikita at magkikita pa rin tayo. Tignan mo sinundan mo pa ko dito hahaha sana matuloy bukas!

4. Natutuwa naman ako na kaibigan kita kaya lang minsan kakaiba ka e hahaha pero most of the time masaya naman ako na kasama ka. Kasi parang medyo meron kang mga ugaling pilipino. Chaka salamat pala kasi pinagdrive mo ko at sinasamahan mo ko pag nagoovernight ako sa studio, although kaklase kita at kahit minsan ayaw mo na gumawa, sinusunod mo parin ako pag pinipilit kita na tapusin yung work mo.

5. Sorry kasi alam ko trinutrust mo ko and minsan hindi na kita maasikaso. Ang dami kasi nating ginagawa minsan tapos nagkaiba pa tayo ng professor. Masaya ako kasi nakahanap ka ng mga bagong kaibigan at nadagdagan pa kami. Wag mo na pansinin yung mga ibang taong pinapansin yung mga actions mo, narrow minded lang talaga sila. Lahat naman tayo may mga flaws sa katawan e.

6. Malapit na kita makita. Wala akong masyadong balita sayo. Sana kilala pa kita kasi pagbalik ko marami pa tayong paguusapan. Sana ok ka lang at ang family mo. Gusto ko lang malaman mo na i can never meddle sa mga problemang pampamilya. Pero ikaw, kaya kitang tulungan. Just let me. Kahit na hindi na magwork out kung ano mang magwowork out basta matulungan kita para you'll be a better person. Para makaconcentrate ka na sa studies.

7. Wag mo ko isasayaw bukas! Haha cge na kumain ka nalang sana ng kare kare. Dalhin mo rin yung wii nyong magkakapatid para maglaro uli tayo ng tennis at bowling. Yung boxing din ang saya hahaha. Lagi mo nalang ako sinasayaw eh sumasakit na yung balakang ko. Matanda na ako iho.

8. Pagaling ka po. Antayin niyo po kami uuwi rin kami diyan. Sorry po sa lahat ng nagawa ko dati. Alam ko miss na miss ka narin ni mommy.

9. Tangina naman e bat ngayon pa kayo pupunta?? haha tinatamad pa ko magayos ng bahay.

10. Hoy ang saya saya mo ngayon ah. haha. Masaya ako kasi mukhang masaya ka diyan. Gusto ko lagi kang masaya. I owe a lot to you. Marami akong naiimprove sa sarili ko dahil tinuruan mo ko makita yung mga mali ko. Nakakatawa ka pa rin baliw ka pa rin. Forever ka namang magiging special dito sa aking puso (hahaha). Mahal kita at magingat ka diyan alam kong alam mo yun. Basta salamat sa lahat. You made me a better person.

11. Hoy nakakainis naman hindi natapos yung pinaguusapan natin. Lagi nalang ako niloloko ng boypren mong baliw. Isa ka sa mga trinetreasure ko kasi hindi ka takot na sabihin kung kelan ako mali. Haha tinignan ko nanaman yung regalo mo sakin, ikaw yung nagpapangit nung picture e. hahahahaha

12. Diyos ko magpakabait ka sana. Alam ko namang mabait ka kasi medyo nakasama na kita. Pero ngayon kasama ka sa ating tirahan hahaha magkukulambo na talaga ako. Bat naman kasi wala sa mga kaibigan nating babae ang nakatira sa apartment. Minalas lang tayo na lahat sila may bahay na malapit sa school.

13. Kung gusto mo makukuha mo yan. Basta sa hindi masamang paraan.

14. Naawa rin ako sayo minsan. Pero alam kong hindi dapat dahil hindi ka naman helpless. Lahat ng tao may mga down moments pero makakabangon ka rin. Basta always pakiramdaman mo na kahit na ganun ang mga tao opinyon lang yun baka makatulong sayo para maimprove mo sarili mo. Kaya mo yan, wag kalang manapak ng ibang tao.

15. Haha goodluck sa babaeng nililigawan mo. Sabi na nga ba siya yung gusto mo e, kasi lagi kayong magkasama. Ngayon ko lang nalaman magkaklase pala kayo dati. Alam mo kahit na iniisip ng mga tao na average joe ka lang...nakikita kita for who you are. Salamat dahil sinasamahan mo ko kahit na minsan pinipilit na kita. haha

16. God, you can be a bitch sometimes. Pero mahal pa rin kita at sana alam mo yun. Ako din nagmamaldita sayo minsan kaya pagpasenshahan mo na rin ako.

17. Kung ano man po yung purpose niyo for me, cge gawin niyo lang basta help me be closer pa to you. Minsan kasi i think i'm really losing you. Make me believe again.

18. Kayang kaya mo yan. Ok yan at ngayon hindi ka na naiinsecure sa sarili mo. Basta be happy and everything will follow. Lahat ng nangyayari ay may purpose and its good na natuto ka ng tumanggap at makita na hindi lahat ng obstacles e masasamang experiences. Kita mo natulungan ka pa nga e.

19. Hindi ko alam kung gusto mo ko. Ok lang sa akin. Lahat naman tayo may sariling opinion e. Eto ako tanggapin mo kung anong nakikita mo kung ayaw mo ok lang. Lahat ng sasabihin mo about me tatanggapin ko rin kasi by the end of the end, ako ang nakakakilala sa sarili ko.

20. Pasensha ka na kung nasaktan kita noon...alam kong mali ako. Sana pag naisip mo ko kahit minsan lang, malaman mo na nireregret ko yun. Masaya ako masaya ka. Naging mabuti kang kaibigan.

Halaga

2007-08-18T01:51:00.000-07:00

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!

1. If someone says "Is this okay?" you say?
-- Don't leave me this way (i can take care of myself noh!)

2. What would best describe your personality?
-- Heaven knows (yes heaven knows me well)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
-- School spirit (ang weird naman neto)

4. How do you feel today?
-- Love the hurt away (pwede pwede)

5. What is your life's purpose?
-- The power of love (hindi lahat nagrerevolve sa love.)

6. What is your motto?
-- yellow submarine (sisid lang ng sisid hahahaha)

7. What do your friends think of you?
-- Barely breathing (wag naman ako patayin hindi naman ako helpless haha)

8. What do you think of your parents?

-- where are my panties? (panalo! haha but kinda ew)

9. What do you think about very often?
-- Give it away (pwede rin to)

10. What do you think of your bestfriend?
-- whatever you wanna do (tama kung san ka masaya i support malaki ka na kaya mo na sarili mo basta im here)

11. What do you think of the person you like?
-- believe (yeah paniwalaan mo ko beybeh!)

12. What is your life story?
-- dreams of our fathers (ano kaya yung dream)

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
-- my world (haha)

14. What do you think when you see the person you like?
-- dont cry out loud (hmm talaga!)

15. What do your parents think of you?
-- write you a song

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
-- Interlude

17. What will they play at your funeral?
-- Slipping away

18. What is your favorite hobby/interest?
-- Home (homebody to men)

19. What is your biggest fear?
-- Just like water(yes takot ako sa malalim at madilim na body of water)

20. What is your biggest secret?
-- Masaya (indeed)

21. What song will be the title when you repost this?
-- Halaga

San Francisco Sunday

2007-08-12T19:04:00.000-07:00

Ang aga ko nagising to go to church, kailangan ko kasi magpunta sa San Francisco para i meet yung friend ko sa Pratt. He's just turned 21 kaya after San Francisco eh they're gonna drive to Vegas to party party party and gamble gamble gamble. Anyway we met sa may mall. Kasama niya yung friend niya na si Jen, Caesar, Phil and Jason na super funny tapos two additional girls na nice pero nakalimutan ko name. Nagjoin nalang kasi sila nung after na kumain. We ate at this thai restaurant. Wala lang usap usap blahblahblah. Jen and Caesar couple sila tapos all i could think about was Ming Javier, kamukhang kamukha ni Jen. Same hair color, body, voice, face tangina siyang siya. As in WOAH. If I had pictures of her i'd post it kaya lang nasa camera ni Jeff and onti lang yung nasa akin. Caesar looked liked the kuya of Monic. Tapos tinanong niya ko,

"Are you filipino?"

sabi ko "Yeah, just moved here like a year ago..."

and then he said "Really? I used to live there when i was little, in hmm... Cavi-teyy.. Das-mah-rin-yez where are you from?"

"I'm from Quezon City u still know how to speak tagalog?"

"A little, i can understand though"

"Haha Caesar Caesar ka pa pinalitan mo pa spelling eh Cesar ka lang pala hahahaha "

"Hahahahaha ano ba. Hahahaha, you know Rico Yan?"

"Of course, why?"

"I rode with him in the airplane in first class then when i looked at the screen it was him on the movie. I was like hey isnt that you on tv?"

"But...he died. Do you know that?"

" *shocked look* whatttt????"

"yeah."

Anyway yan ang walang kwentang interaction ko with a person na nakakaintindi ng tagalog. Ang weird ng conversation but masaya na rin namiss ko Pinas. And what do you know nga naman when we went outside the mall, it was filled with filipinos!!! Filipino day daw. As in grabe para akong nasa greenhills. Puro tiangge, mga gay comedians (they were saying GRABE ang daming papa dito sa america. In the mic ha. ), pinoy food and stuff. They even ate halo halo tapos naglumpia. Fun day. Tapos nung asa mall ko eww somebody tried to hit on me. Kadire. Pero nakakatawa na rin. Yung naka suit na employee sa sony style. Sabi pa niya...

"Hi can i help you with anything?"

"Nah i'm fine, i was just looking around."

"Are you sure you dont need anything?"

"Nope thanks anyway."

"Maybe, a man?"

"Oh-kay. Nope, sorry hehe"

tapos yung friend niya said "OHHHH in your face."

mga tao talaga oh.

Fourth year highschool

2007-08-10T19:05:00.000-07:00

THINK BACK TO 4th year hs... Let's see
how much you remember and how much you
regret..

. What section were you?
- Nazareth

. Who was your adviser?
- Ms. Japay

. How many were you in one class?
- 40 something

. Who was your seatmate?
- Sa may pinto kami nakaupo nun para hindi halata pag tulog, si Monix Barcena and Iris Ongpin sama na rin natin si grace na walang katabi. Sa pinaka likod kasi kami.

. Still remember your english teacher?
- Ms. Gatan i love you!

. What was your first class?
- Homeroom, the sermon part of the day

. Who was your best friend[classmate]?
- yung intsik na allergic sa champoy hahaha

. Who did you like?
- secccreeettt all girls kami noh. hahaha

. Made friends to the lower years?
- some

. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- blahblahblah

. How was your class schedule?
- 7:20am-6:00 pm dahil sa training sometimes umaabot hanggang 9 or 10 or 11 or twelve. hehe dami kasing "school work" eh.

. Made any enemies?
- not enemies naman

. Who was your favorite teacher?
- Ms. Gatan hands down. compared to japay and tabayoshi

. What sports did you play?
- volleyball

. Did you buy your lunch?
- palibre or namamalimos tapos hati hati sa isang ulam hahaha syet pulubi days parang mga kawawa eh. pero nothing beats anything thats libre

. Were you a party animal?
- hindi naman party as in clubbing and stuff pero lagi ako late umuuwi kasi kung san san nakakarating. merong one time asa school kami ng 5am for a game tapos gimik tapos js turnover tapos nood sine tapos pagkatingin namin sa orasan ibang araw na. valentines day panga yun e, nabangga pa kami.

. Were you well known in your school?
- nah, not popular but not a loner

. SKIP SCHOOl?
- yeah muntik pa masuspend. tumawag yun adviser sa bahay tapos sabi

ms. japay: hello nandyan po ba si ms. cadiz (duh maraming cadiz sa bahay)

maid: ah wala po nasa school

ms. japay: ah gusto ko lang po ipaalam sa inyo na wala po dito si denise pwede po siyang masuspend dahil sa pagcucutting.

maid: ah sinabi ko po bang nasa school na yan? ang sabi ko po nasa school siya pero hindi po sa school niya. nasa manila po siya nagaayos ng application forms sa ust. (hahahaha, ka sabwat. anyway nasa manila nga ako pero hindi yun ang ginagwa ko. eh school fair lang naman kasi e ayoko naman pumunta.chaka pinayagan ako ng nanay ko magabsent.)

. Did you get suspended/expelled?
- nevah evah

. Can you sing the alma mater?
- i think. but super trauma. kasi dati sinagawan ako in front of everybody. "MISS CADIZ!PARANG PWET NG MANOK YANG BIBIG MO!!!IBUKA MO YAN SING THE SONG, DITO KA SA FLAGPOLE!" Oh man most embarassing part of my life.

. What was your favorite subject?
- Stat..nilalagyan pa kami ng stamp pag correct ang answer. yung may very good. tapos pag hindi nakatingin yung prof..yung may hawak ng stamp tatadtarin yung notebook niya ng stamp. ang weird kasi isang answer lang tapos may 10 stamp dun. based on stamps kasi yung grade.

. What was your school's full name?
- Holy Family School of Q.C.

. Did you go to the dances?
- i hated those

. If you could go back in time and do
it all over, would you?
- YEAH

. What do you remember most about 4th
year?
- after school tambay sa mahabs,escapades, volleyball games, HFS fair, U.N.,
retreat at Tagaytay, graduation day,
, e.k. days, inuman, sayawan, weird things, movies, and so much more

. Favorite memory in 4th year?
- volleyball

. Worst memory in 4th year?
- kahit na sawang sawa ako sa school na yun nalungkot rin ako nung umalis na kami dun.

. Where did you go most often for
break?
- varsity room

. What did you do on the last day of
school?
- graduation practices! hahaha

. How was your graduation?
- oh my god super tagal. as in kawawa yung mga tao. kausap ko pa nga si Johanne nun e tapos sabi namin ano magbilang nalang tayo ng balakubak dito. syet.

. Got any honors or special awards?
- yeah

. Did you like 4th year?
- VERY MUCH! =)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2007-08-10T13:31:00.000-07:00

SPARE ME FROM THIS MADNESS OH SUMMER GOD.

Mr. Rabbit exercises

2007-08-07T12:17:00.000-07:00

Mr. Rabbit Exercies

1^st: Warming up

galaw galaw..

2^ND: Stretching

istretch-istrech

3^rd: the upper body exercise

4rd : lower body exercise (moving to left and back)

5^th: lower body exercise (moving to right and back)

6^th: Head exercise (make sure to do the 2 ^ndpart, it works!)

1:

2:
para tumalino

7^th: whole body exercise

1
lalalala iskipping away

2

3
para kang nasaniban

8^th: Jumping exercise: The Pose is the key! but remember to jump!
time space warp ngayon din!!!

9^th: relax

1

2

3: Well done!

Eleven people

2007-08-04T01:02:00.000-07:00

Name 11 people you can think of right
off the top of your head. Don't read
the questions underneath until you
write the names of all 11 people. This
is a lot funnier if you actually
randomly list the names first.. No
cheating.

1 Bea
2 Iris
3 Jin
4 Monix (alala ko kasi punta siya dito)
5 Jess
6 Rex
7 Eden
8 Toy
9 Gabo
10 Kuya Jay
11 Tayet

DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP
THE TOP!!

HOW DID YOU MEET #4?
Baby monmon! Classmate ko from first year highschool to fourth year, tapos hanggang ngayon kahit na nasa states na, medyo malapit pa rin ang kanyang tirahan. Sa volleyball ko siya mas naging ka close and lagi rin pumupunta sa house.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITHOUT # 6?
Hi Rex! Haha wala na sigurong mga korny na jokes sa mundo kaya kahit na natutunaw ang utak ko pag kausap ang taong ito, mababawasan naman ng saya. Siya na siguro ang isa sa mga taong maraming alam sa buhay ko. Close friend sa akin pati sa family na rin.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #2 AND # 6 WERE
GOING OUT?
Hahaha bakit napaka galing naman ng mga tanong dito. Natatawa tuloy ako sabi kasi ni no. 6 may kamukha raw si no. 2. Hindi na pwede si no. 2 taken na yan.

HOW OLD IS #8?
20 years old baby! Tanda na pero baby Toy parin. haha brother bear

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #5 CONFESSED HE LOVES YOU ?
He?? This person is a she. Jess lurvvvesss me and i know it. Haha Hiyeeee Jesss!!! I hope you're in my studio this semester! This girl is really hot haha that's why people leave notes on her desk saying that she's the hottest asian chick in Pratt. haha Peace Jess.

WHOS #10'S BEST FRIEND?
I have no idea. Haha pero ako ang best cousin niyan. hahaha libre mo naman ako papuntang boracay sige na.

HAVE YOU EVER EATEN AROUND #1?

Araw araw. Eh kapatid ko yan noh.

DO YOU MISS #1?
Pag nasa New York ako namimiss ko talaga. Pero ngayon araw araw ko siyang kasama e. hahaha

WHO IS #11 DATING
Haha sa totoo lang hindi na ako maka keep track. Naguguluhan tuloy ako. Pero teka sino nga ba...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF #3?
Kumusta na kaya siya. Kung ano man yung tingin ko sa kanya dati ganun pa rin hanggang ngayon. Sana mag usap kami bukas. Sana tlaga. Namimiss kita.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF #9?
Haha naalala ko lang to e. Alala ko ang aming near death experience. Anyway si Gabo, super animated gumalaw. Parang cartoon.

WHAT WOULD U DO IF #4 AND #7 WERE DATING?
Nye hindi pwede...on second thought...hmmm. hahahaha joke lang baka magalit naman sa akin si sammy boy her lover boy. Wala hindi sila talo dahil pareho silang girl.

WHO DOES #2 LIKE?
Actually hindi ko pa nammeet lagi lang naikkwento sa akin. Pag kausap ko siya at siya ang laging kanyang ikinekwento. Oo ikaw. Nasa network ko siya. :D Hello sayo!

WOULD YOU MARRY #8?
haha cge cge pwede. masayang masaya siguro yan. pag mag hoholding hands basa ng pawis ang aking kamay. at bawal ang mga pusa sa bahay kasi baka patayin niya.

DO YOU LOVE #10?
Oo naman, parang real kuya ko na nga yan e. Although kuya naman talaga kaya lang pinsan ko siya. Pero since bata kami magkatabi na ang aming mga bahay at isa lang ang kapatid ko so me and Bea treat him as a brother na talaga.

EVER SLEPT IN THE SAME ROOM AS ANY OF THE NUMBERS?
I think yes to all?? hahaha

Bukol

2007-08-02T12:13:00.000-07:00

Hay nako, so many things happened this week. Finally tapos na yung nilagay nila sa aking ipin, SAKIT! Pero ok lang.

Due to my stupidity pala kagabi, nagkaron ako ng malaking bukol sa noo. hahahaha. Nakakatawa talaga, i was lying down the bed tapos nasa legs ko laptop. Eh nakahiga talaga ako so bale parang naka no. 7 yung position nung laptop. Naisipan kong tanggalin yung charger kasi sagabal. Nakalimutan ko na yun pala yung nagsusupport ng lahat ng weight. BANG! diretso sa ulo ko yung tip nung screen. What's worse is lahat nung bigat niya parang hinampas sa ulo ko. Mabigat pa naman super. Ayan instant bukol. Meron akong parang gash na red. Tapos nahilo talaga ako. haha yung mata ko sa left hindi gaano makakita after that.

Tawa pa nga ng tawa yung kapatid ko na katabi ko noon. Sabi niya

"OH MY GOD! Ate are you okay??? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA Sorry for laughing but... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA sssso...sssooo hahahaha ssooorrrrr hahahaha soorrrryyy HAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

Ang galing. Anyway meron ding mga bagay bagay na hindi masyadong maganda ang pangyayari. Wala naman akong ginagawa sa kanya. Bakit kaya yun ganun. Oh well kung anong trip niya edi yun. Gulat lang ako kasi tinawagan mo pa ko. Ang labo talaga. Sige pakasaya ka muna diyan, its good na pinapakita mo sa akin. Kasi ang saya ko rin haha. Summer saya muna.

Kung ito'y uukol ito'y bubukol.

Tama ba yun? haha

Things to do

2007-07-30T14:45:00.000-07:00

WAAHH cramming, specialty ko ata yan. I work best under pressure. One of my lame excuses. Anyway, 22 days to go before i go back to New York. Dame ko pa gagawin. Ayoko pa! hahaha

1. Get that driver's license. Super long over due. When i get that license, maybe i can get that car? hahaha. Ang galing nga e once a month ka lang mag tatank pag hybrid.

2. Portfolio

3. Register pratt stuff

4. Gawin in advance lahat ng weekly history paper for this upcoming hoa class.

5. Study for that statics exam.

6. Fix storage

Sa ngayon tinatamad pa talaga akong gawin. Talk about archi syndrome. Ang pagpuyat sa sarili sa last few days.

Salamat Rex sa spoiler. Haha no spoilers here just boredom.

2007-07-26T18:36:00.000-07:00

Tinanong ako ni Rex kagabi kung nabasa ko na daw ba yung Deathly Hallows. Here's how the conversation went (something like this):

Rex: Nabasa mo na ba yung Harry Potter? Alam mo na yung ending?

Denise: Wala ng kwenta yan alam ko na.

Rex: Si Harry namatay kinain nung phoenix.

Denise: Ha? Diba kinain siya ng owl?

Sabaw. Anyway, after what seemed like forever, nakabili na ako ng Deathly Hallows. From 34.99 dollars ay sinale siya for one week dito sa store malapit sa amin na pinagtrabahuhan ko. 17 dollars lang!!!! Oh man syempre bumili ako yehey. Kahit na free lang sa library humiram (they have 50 copies of deathly hallows) eh syempre iba parin yung meron ka

O diba out of boredom sinuot ko muna to. Kunyari grey's anatomy. Omg sana pasukan na, pero hindi rin nageenjoy pa akong matulog e. Actually andami kong dapat gawin pero i chose to do this hahahaha. Kakatapos ko lang linisin yung walk in closet. Grabe andaming kung ano ano ng kapatid ko. Mga bata talaga. haha Super gulo ng kwarto nun, eto yung malapit na ako matapos maglinis. Medyo marami na ang nacocollect ko na idodonate na damit. Yahoo.

Kanina pala nagpapark kami ng kotse tapos dun sa parking lot may isang grupo ng tao na nakatingin sa kotse namin, tapos sabi ko ano ba yan bat naman nakatitig. Ibang lahi sila. (tagalugin ko na lahat ng salita pakiramdam ko kasi may babasa neto na hindi pinoy) Tapos sabi ba naman ng tatay ko. Mga _______ yan, mga mukang tanga e. Tapos nagulat ako, ano ito daddy. hahaha. Sabi ko, Bakit naman tanga?? Tapos sabi niya yung mga mukha nila built that way daw. Sabi ko ano ka ba naman ______ lang tanga na. Medyo natawa ako na nainis kasi marami akong kaibigan na ganun ang lahi. O diba clue na yan kung anong lahi yun. hahahaha oh well. Sabi ko sa kanya, ok lang yan daddy iniisip din ng mga yan tayo rin mukhang mga tanga. hahahaha

Biglaang pag ka miss

2007-07-24T21:29:00.000-07:00

Nabasa ko yung mga old messages ng mga tao sa akin sa friendster. Wala lang namiss ko sila bigla. Namiss ko si,

Toy (dame mo messages sakin pare)

Grace

Monic

Eden (meron pa ngang message sa akin si sammyboy your lover boy)

Tayet

Merms ( haha adventures of merms,maid,and suso. kumusta naman ako si suso.bait niyo.)

Maid (oo ikaw to iris.)

Cheska

Ghelly

Vina

R.A.

Weng

yung mga iba nga antagal na hindi ko nakakausap, since highschool grad pa, kumusta naman unang panahon pa yun. wala lang namiss ko rin kayo.

yay!!!

2007-07-24T11:12:00.000-07:00

They tallied all my transfer credits and credits this year. Junior na daw ako, although i still have to stay for 5 years dahil 2 design classes per year. Pero ok na rin that means less work load. whoopsiedoo!!

Archi work during the summer?!??

2007-07-23T15:42:00.000-07:00

I got the usual letter from Pratt this afternoon. Nung first year ako nakatanggap na din ako nito kaya lang ngayon, we can chose our design professor na. I really hope i get Jeremy Carvahlo. He was the one who reviewed my portfolio last year at siya rin ang dahilan kung bakit ako nasa school na to ngayon. I think he's really cool. He gives you tons of work pero by the end naman you have some crazy shit. Worth it.

Anyway, I didnt know that the second year portfolio reviews were scheduled for Sept. 13. Dammit! That means less time to make a portfolio again. I really enjoyed making the media portfolio 3 months ago. Saya ko nung pinoint out nila yung akin as the fortune 500 portfolio. As in that made my day. Tapos we werent allowed to put names sa portfolio. Yahoo excited na ako. I have to get a new concept. Pero merong problema. May naerase ako by accident and hindi na nagwowork ang illustrator, photoshop and acad ko. DARN.

well, ok lang everything always works out in the end.

ARGHH!!!!

2007-07-18T17:33:00.000-07:00

Tinatanggap ko yung mga binibigay mo dahil binibigay mo yun. Hindi ko naman hinihingi yung mga yun e. Kahit nga madalas yun yung rason kung bakit ako galit. Kasi sinusumbat mo sa akin ang hindi ko naman ginusto. Badtrip. Hindi naman ako tanga para hindi pahalagahan lahat ng mga bagay na sinasakripisyo mo sa akin. Pero sana wag mo naman pamukhain na kawawa ka, kasi hindi ka naman kinakawawa. Ginagawa mo naman yun dahil gusto mo e. Hindi ko naman sinabing gawin mo yun. Chaka parang lagi nalang kitang inaagrabyado. I feel bad enough dahil alam ko kung ano ang mali sa akin pero give me a break naman. Tao lang naman ako minsan nagkakaproblema rin. Lay off. Masama ang loob ko kasi hanggang ngayon...hindi mo parin ako kilala. Ang saya saya ko na nga e tapos ganito pa. Kainis.

Astig talaga sa pame

2007-07-11T13:17:00.000-07:00

Okay so i was watching something sa abs cbn. I admit, jologs ako hahaha, hiram na mukha by heart evangelista. So, i was watching right...the story starts na si Heart ang pangit niya tapos napunta siya sa carnival because of this evil guy. And i was like, what the hell why does this man's moves look so familiar to me. Grabe, tiningnan kong ,mabuti...and narealize ko...si MASTER! He was our kung fu instructor during high school. Tae kakaiba talaga mga tao sa school na yun. hahahahahahaha and one of his lines there pa was...

"Walang hiya ka!!! Nakatakas ang mga unggoy!"

O diba elegante.

Kadaballs nabuhay si Coach

2007-07-05T13:30:00.000-07:00

Coaaaaaaacccch!!! Best setter?? Naks naman, teka teka, bakit kay may sing sing sing dun sa isang picture mo? Kanino galing yun? Nakikinita ko na ang isang malaking letrang A. Hahahahaha hanggang ngayon mamang mama ka pa din, gwapo pa rin kaya lang medyo nakikita na ang kaseksihan mo sa suot mong shorts! hahahahahahahaa, ilabyou, wish ko lang makita mo e noh.

Kita pwet, hahahaha ang seksi mo coach!

uyyyy ayun yung sing sing kanino galing?

Rat-a-too-ee

2007-06-30T20:27:00.000-07:00

Watched ratatouille a while ago. It was ok :D, not as good as i thought it would be but good enough.

From drab to fab!!!!

2007-06-04T02:04:00.000-07:00

Ok, i cannot sleep. Heroes completely changed my body clock so nowadays, i sleep from 6am to 4pm. So now since i have to kill time i'll blog.

Anyway, I've realized that its been more than a year since I first arrived here sa U.S. of A. I've learned that quality dapat ang priority when it comes to things.

Cool Architectural Thingees:

1. Drafting Powder aka Pounce. Powdered gum erasers in a mesh fabric pad that gently removes dirt and smudges from drafting media without abrading the surface. My bestest best friend. Before using it felt kind of weird because the eraser pieces would stick to my arms. Before you draw in pencil, you sprinkle it on your paper, then you draw while the pounce is there. Its so GREAT. While you move your triangle over your drawing it wont make it dirty. It sweeps off the graphite so you're left with a clean and crisp drawing.

2. Drafting Dots- Actually, this is for convenience. But normal masking tape would do.

3. Drafting brush. Need i say more.

4. Lead Holder and Lead- Before i would use HB lead a lot. But I hate it now. Professors would tell us that only H pencils produce clean drawings. I did not listen at first haha. Its true. 4h is the best lead although you always need to sharpen it to produce clean lines. Reminder!!! Always roll your pencil while making a line. Oh and mechanical pencils leaves smudges since it tends to produce lead powder while you draw.

5. Adjustable Triangle- Super easier and convenient if you love doing those hatch lines.
6. Technical Pens- Omg. I remember when we had our first major plate, i used pens instead of pencils (pasaway) since i really wanted to use the set that i bought. It turned out to be good on my part, the professors were teasing me about being the "daring hulk". hahahaha. It's easier to use these because with pens, you dont need to control your hand anymore. You dont need to press harder or go over anything twice. While for pencils, if you want it to pop you have to sharpen and press.

7. Technical Pen eraser- This brand is the best(for the eraser). Its will not put a hole on your paper and it erases fast. Good for tracing paper. Not the (i dont know how you call it) "hopia" ones. Electric erasers are the best too.

8. Borco or Vyco- It's a vinyl cover. Good to draw on.

9. White out- Ok the Cooper Union thing. My professor told us that when they were students, they were taught to do this. In one of our projects, when we were asked to draw the interior of our model. We also had to draw a front elevation of the model. We drew the front elevation in hopia paper and then we ran white out at the back of the drawing. Then when we put the two drawings together and you could really see the drawings pop out.

Random Stuff:

1. A bath is different from a shower. How you may ask? Bath is when you use a bathtub large enough, having been filled with water, to permit a person to immerse his or her body therein for the purposes of washing and/or relaxation. A shower naman is a process of bathing by application of sprayed water upon the body.

Before kasi i used to say to my studiomates, " Ok, I think I'm going to go back to my dorm and take a bath." and they would say " What? I thought Pantas (my dorm) only had showers? You have a tub? "

2. Oh my God. I cannot get over this one, haha Pickles come from cucumbers. Now that i think about it I feel so stupid. But hey they taste so different.

3. San Disk flash drives are the best! Wohoo after we saw Michael Scofield's micro cruzer all of us bought one. It's really cool.

4. Bose earphones :D

5. Logitech cordless mouse! wohooooo

6. VLC Media Player and Bitlord.

Anyhooo that's about it. Okay totally unrelated stuff but while I was typing this I could not help but think of the word SHABBY CHIC. Instantly i thought of Gabo and the Jacket of one of my former blockmates. hahahahahaha ;D omg. Memories.

15 Things daw

2007-06-01T18:35:00.000-07:00

Stole it from Eden kamote:

Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about
yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own weird habits/ things/
little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 5 people
to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

15 Weird things/ habits/ little facts known about me:

1. Meron akong red birthmark above my lip na ang tawag ay hemangioma. If i hurt myself
at natamaan yun, hindi na ako magsstop magdugo. haha

2. Takot ako sa earthworms. Kapag umuulan at nandyan sila, nanginginig ako. Phobia
kasi kaya sorry pero papabuhat ako.

3. Meron pa dapat akong younger sibling kaya lang nakunan e.

4. Hindi pa ako nakakakain ng quarter pounder, big mac or kahit anong burger sa mcdo na
hindi hamburger o cheeseburger.

5. Last month ko lang nalaman na ang pickles pala ay galing sa cucumber. bobo.

6. Meron akong diperensya sa kidney.

7. I have OCD. Hindi ako makaka work until everything's clean. Dati hindi pa masyadong
malala but now i have to have wipes by my side.

8. Yung sardinas, hindi ko kinakain na may balat chaka ayaw ko rin yung red o brown part.

9. Ako si Alice in wonderland nung kinder.

10. I have really good memory (in contrast kay Eden). Super naalala ko lahat, suot mo
nung day na yun, sapatos mo, pangalan mo, mukha mo, bag mo lahat.

11. Nanalo akong best in costume and best dancer nung sumayaw ako ng carinosa and tinikling.
haha Maria Clara ikaw ba yan? Kinarir ko e haha

12. Everytime na iinom ako ng softdrink meron akong parang reflex. Parang hiccups pero
hindi. Medyo malakas kaya nakakahiya.

13. May pagka tomboy ako nung bata. hahaha onti lang nakakaalam ng secret sa isyung ito.
Minsan nga lumalabas eh, kaya nga nagoriginate yung name na "manly" for me.

14. Ok takot ako sayo Aerosmith. Nakakatakot ka.

15. Hindi mo ako mapapakain ng spaghetti from fast food chains. yaaaaaak.

movies!!!!!andami niyo!

2007-05-18T23:03:00.000-07:00

Grabe super daming movies na dapat abangan at panuorin! I'm so excited! Merong Simpsons, Fantastic 4 (alala ko kami ni Gabo ginagaya namin si Jessica Alba), Hairspray (i want to watch this sa broadway maganda daw), Transformers, HARRY POTTER (eeee), at marami pang iba.

Two i'vewatched nung unang pinalabas. Hindi ko nagustuhan Spiderman 3. Medyo weird kasi yung ibang parts. Pero nagustuhan ko si Harry kahit di pantay mata kaya lang minalas naman siya. Shrek 3 i watched kanina, super funny, i loved it. :D Nakalimutan ko na si Justin Timberlake pala si Arty dun. Ang cute nung mga anak nila.

almost there. spring time.

2007-04-26T11:08:00.000-07:00

Woah. I found out days ago that i failed the math placement exam. Naalala ko agad yung college days sa uste. Haha si Mr. Asuncion at si Austine, i remember super takot kami sa math. I took it again 2 hours ago and i hope i pass. (fingers crossed.)

Anyway, inaantay ko ngayon ang prof. ko na matapos na kausapin yung isa sa mga studiomate ko. We made a list and I'm no. 8. Malalaman ko na ang grade ko. Ang design grade ko. WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont care what grade i get at least tapos na siya! whooopsieeeeedoodledooo.

Kumakain ako ngayon ng korean strawberries. SUPER LAKI NIYA!!!! parang red bell pepper. Grabe ngayon lang ako nakakita ng ganong kalaking strawberry. Ang tamis.

Parang i'm blabbering ata.

Anyhoooo...Umulan nung isang araw. Yung mga enemy ko lumabas. Earthworms. EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWW kadire. Sa dami natapakan ko yung iba. Ewan ko kung bakit takot na takot ako sa kanila. Yung mga iba ko ngang kaibigan nahahawakan pa nila e. YAK.

Sa Friday, inaya kami ng design professor ko na kumain sa labas. Yung whole studio daw. Ewan ko kung gusto ko pumunta, ang dami kasing gagawin. Mas gusto ko pa ata tapusin yung portfolio ko.

Yung babaeng nakatira two doors away from us, grabe! she kept me awake last night. akala ko nananaginip lang ako. biglang may narinig ako na tumatakbo tapos biglang sipa sa pinto nila. sumisigaw siya. bakit kaya? all i heard was "you fucking liars...fuck you...fuuuuccccccccccckkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" super lakas as in nadinig ng 7 floors ng buong dorm. tapos umiiyak siya. the next day may mga pulis sa labas ng pinto namin. ano kayang nangyari?

hay nako ang tagal naman ng professor ko, stinop niya yung pagmemeet sa amin e, may kausap kasi siya sa phone. lalalala

2007-04-09T03:30:00.000-07:00

GRABE!!!

Everybody's having fun in the sun! My skin is white lady pale. I'm soooo jealous of my friends back home. I really want this semester to end. Well, of course i also want to be with my friends here but basically....i just want DESIGN to end and i miss home "home". PINAS.

I finally have my landscape model. Phew! I was racing with my studiomates for two whole weeks to catch up with them. I did a lot of work for the midterm and that made the critics give me more work. What the heck?! But its okay, more to show for the portfolio. I'm excited!! Some photos that i took:

I'm finally done with those damn photos. My professor(Eric Wong) this semester is cool to talk with but gives so muchhhhhhh work. But, i like him. Some of the assignments i don't like. Proof that he is easygoing, haha is this...(don't kill me Eric haha, revenge for messing up my stuff)

CARDED. hahahaha

Anyhooooo, me and Jin went shopping yesterday until 1 am, I was sooo tired. We went looking for his sneakers. He wanted a unique pair of dunks so imagine walking in times square, union square and whatever square there is. So tiring. But, i love the clothes he bought though. :D

I hope i finish my joints before Eric arrives. HUSTLE!

I don't need sex because architecture fucks me all the time.

Like Howard says it, another semester of sleep...

2007-03-17T23:22:00.000-07:00

woah, stiffneck in the morning.

hahahaha, and he's still asleep??!!?!
during the midterm for media while somebody was getting critiqued

What I've been doing/will do this spring break:

2007-03-15T15:43:00.000-07:00

Visit Queens to shop and watch movies. He won me Mike Wazawski :D

Read...
Hang out

Think about design and media.
Sit around and relax
Make a mess in our room since Annie's not here hehehe

( i fixed her bed though :D)

Think about friends back home
Eat Filipino Food!!!!!!!!!!

2007-03-12T22:26:00.000-07:00

kentuck knob

2007-03-12T22:18:00.000-07:00

chomp!

usonian house at kentuck knob

superman!

frank lloyd wright's signature

downtown pennsylvania

2007-03-12T21:52:00.000-07:00

everyboddyyyyy with jin taking the picture

noooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

hotel

frank and sophia

frank jumps (see foot:top right)

frank's suicide

frank is about to jump!

nataly, laura, sophia in mc donalds

Andy Warhol Museum Pennsylvania

2007-03-12T21:40:00.000-07:00

2007-02-22T14:14:00.000-08:00

black is to black
white is to white
yellow is to yellow
brown is to brown

2007-02-19T23:12:00.000-08:00

they dont like me. im devastated. :(

2007-02-19T22:43:00.000-08:00

i decided to go to queens and watch a movie together. ahhh, the movie was ok. typical stuff.

2007-02-18T22:37:00.000-08:00

balentayms day...

2007-02-16T20:18:00.000-08:00

hey guys, i just deleted my whole blog. i got sick of my old one. when i get the chance i'll fix this. :D...