Update

Me and Julia are trying to make a mini movie out of our stay here in Pratt. I've noticed that the dark circles on my eyes are getting bigger (third pic) and I'm definitely getting fatter, whatever it's just weight i can lose it if i wanted to but not now I'm too tired. Hehe. Anyway, just grabbed a couple of photos that Julia took.

On blogging + ranting

I've been wanting to make a new blog account. Actually i already have one but i forgot 2 of the most important things...my username and password. :/
It's annoying to have a lot of accounts but its more annoying to have a lot of journals because it gets tiring to write by hand sometimes. Most of the time i just feel like i have to write things that i don't understand. Right now I'm not really trusting anybody so it really gets frustrating to have a lot of things to say but no one to talk to. Well, there are a lot of people but it's either they think of me differently when I'm done talking or they just cant be trusted.
I mean I should not care about what other people think or want me to be. But i admit, it depends who I'm talking to. There are times when i just want to be like, "Fuck this I'll do what i want, love me hate me...whatever." But we all know its not that easy. Ok for example...haha, right now i'm getting really bored with architecture. Like seriously bored. Bad case of boredom. I keep thinking that maybe i should've just taken something else. But, because i'm here what can i do but just go with it right? School's so expensive and my parents are not exactly sitting around to get that money. Pero sino namang magulang ang di naghihirap magpaaral diba. Besides it was my decision to live in NY anyway and blablabla here i go again answering my own questions. Ok i'm stopping here forget about the new blog.

yup.

1. She's right, sometimes life isn't fair but everybody gets a chance. I hope you take it and live a happy life.

2. You! I miss you. But i understand.

Jan 11, 2009

There's A and there's B, I hope that it's not B and there's definetely no C because that would be ranmaing ( new word, i know ). C = A + B. Lately I've been getting C's. C's are everywhere. Fuck C's. There's no such thing.

Anyway, I opened the box and saw the face again. CPR, anyone? You, oh you. Now, that face is just a face.

After digging through the huge pile, I saw a stomach, an ancient photo and something that always made me laugh. Although it does not make me laugh anymore it brings a smile to my heart. Smiling heart, is there such a thing? We were like animals back then.

If you learn how to solve something, you would know how to get the answer. In this case, I already know the process by heart and I KNOW.

Lately, I've been getting C's. C's are everywhere. Fuck C's. There's no such thing.

Dumpling Haircut

Yeah... i look like a dumpling haha but it's okay. ^____________^. Lilo na talaga. : \

I been wanting to get blunt bangs for a really, really long time. If i get annoyed with it, there are clips and headbands naman. My sister says i look evil and scary. bwahahaha

Dear Santa

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I have to sleep.

This is so weird. After the two busiest weeks of my life (and i mean BUSY! flu with matching raspy voice, finals, and other stuff) it feels weird to finally have free time. WelI still have one more critique to go but i'm taking this day off. I'm really freaking bored andddddd yeah....I'm not really sleepy... It's snowing out so i can't go out and I've been to sites that i usually visit multiple times already. I've been having a hard time sleeping, tossing and turning for hours. I'm guess I'm really excited to leave NY, this sem was really bad. If i would have to stay here for a month i would probably quit architecture. Soooo burnt out in everything. I just want to be back in Cali, I miss home and it's too gloomy here in NY. Ok i'm stopping with this emo post.