Dear Santa

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I have to sleep.

This is so weird. After the two busiest weeks of my life (and i mean BUSY! flu with matching raspy voice, finals, and other stuff) it feels weird to finally have free time. WelI still have one more critique to go but i'm taking this day off. I'm really freaking bored andddddd yeah....I'm not really sleepy... It's snowing out so i can't go out and I've been to sites that i usually visit multiple times already. I've been having a hard time sleeping, tossing and turning for hours. I'm guess I'm really excited to leave NY, this sem was really bad. If i would have to stay here for a month i would probably quit architecture. Soooo burnt out in everything. I just want to be back in Cali, I miss home and it's too gloomy here in NY. Ok i'm stopping with this emo post.

WHY?

LIFE'S A BREEZE FOR DENISE

wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it rhymes, i know!

When the going gets tough, the tough go shopping!

Eden Tan was right! So I went shopping, well online at least and...i'm okay now. Haha after 11 new eyeshadows, 5 colorful eyeliners, 3 highlighting eye pencils and 4 lipsticks, i'm okay. Just realized that whenever i'm feeling down, i go makeup shopping. Ngayon ko lang na notice. YAY! I'm excited!!! I have to show Eden Tan the site where i ordered the stuff!!!!

Rant.

I feel like freaking Sindel sa Mortal Combat. I want to scream until my whole energy level's gone.Why???



1. It was my design final yesterday. I should be grateful I know. HAPPY, I know. NOT! Why? Dahil i needed to wake up this morning to make a 1/2 inch scale model of the dormitory unit. Final nga eh, classes don't extend after the final. Super lack of sleep and super exposure sa toxic stuff (i.e. zipkicker, zap a gap, plexi glue, scent of melting plexi, spraypaint) made us all feel like shit. In short bangag!

2. Spent money on materials that we did not even need. Not cool.

3. Ok, it's already 11pm. Super happy because we finished the half scale model. Wohoooo we can finally eat dinner. Whapak, bagyooooo. Ankle deep ang baha take note baha sa NY. Wow! Ok lang sana kung yung direction ng ulan vertical but it wasn't. Plus it's rain plus snow.

4. Fidgeting and worrying about nothing all day. Stupid bitch Denise.

5. Why does it feel that out of all my subjects, design is the easiest? Why is it that these minor (very expensive) classes are scaring me more. What's happening to the world?!

6. Things can never be exactly the same. It just can't.